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2011-08-29T20:16:00.002+08:00

2012 coming soon?! but i guess i update my blog once a year.

LOL....

Cos nothing special is just i can new job as a Centre Assisstant in a English Enrichment Centre
& Company name LCentral Pte Ltd...

Find it tough at the start or can i say the first 3months...
But everything went easy and smooth after the 3months..
But due to my blurness LOL and carelessness i did lot of mistakes at work...
Very careless mistake ever myself find it stupid to do it wrongly....

But till now, i love the job! i love the working hours, love the children environment place!
Love children since this job, if back to last time, WAhahaha! NO WAY MAN!
I hate those irritating kids that cant stop crying ever i know i did cry during i am small but i just cant tolerate the high pitch voice! but now i am used to it i guess... those noisy, playful, cry baby is in my hand now! WAHAHAaha!

SOon... 2012 coming...

Nothing special still....

I only know my holiday coming....

BANGKOK! HERE I COME! 06/09/2011! WOOOOOOOTTTT!

That's the way ! Arhaarha!

CHEERS! =D

Jessica 洁西卡Shuxian L.O.V.E!

going 2011.. my life!

2010-11-01T17:52:00.002+08:00

Soon...
Going...
To...
Be...
2011...

2months to go...

my plan for life...

nothing...

not ever a single dream come true...

life without hope sometime...

no matter how hard i try..

there no ways i can go for my dream...

no money..

no dream...

trying hard to earn more money and spend less...

but...

things to pay is like so much...

i duno...

tired....

i need a hard shoulder...

i need someone to talk...

need someone to listen me to talk everything for as least 2hrs...

no comments...

just listen....

but i think nobody....

nobody bother to ask me anything...

BF listen.. but i think he nv really listen...

family listen...

but nagging start...

friend listen.. but not alway by my side sometime when i really need....

pain.... pain... pain... heart so pain sometime...

:+: A VERY VERY BRAND NEW START :+:

2010-09-11T22:13:00.002+08:00

ever since last is when i after my holiday trip.. rest for about 1months+ .. starting bit tired after sooooo long rest ba! but this new job is really a totally different job from jeanyip, as it a more easy and peacefully job for me... most important! the pay is like so much better.. and i can have more time to accompany my family and my lovely friend and my beloved boyfriend! have more time to sprend with them all is the most happy thingi ever have done! public holiday dun need work.. sat and sun is like to 6pm.. and 2 off days per wk... the industry in quite new so nothing much to do! 4yrs with jeanyip actually i learned alot of thing and know alot of people but after i change this job i find that the benefits is so much different compare this 2 jobs! oh mine! i will miss jeanyip staffs so much sometime! the teacher teaching english there is all angmo! jialt! my english is like B.R.O.K.E.N! but maybe after more communicate will be ready and maybe i will talk like them somedays! lol.. will update when i free .... byebye!

ever since my last blog... i should get started again!

2010-07-31T23:21:00.002+08:00

Ever since my last blog, i guess i didn't have a chance to updated recently... till now as i have jobless now so i have lots of lots time to update.. but actually nothing special happen... after all i just spend my 23th birthday last 2wk earlier... have gifts from friends and family... thanks all!!! and went to batam with my dear sister and my dearest friend szehui and weiliang.. is a short but veri nice and wonderful trip ... i will like to go one more time, oh ya! almost forgot, the uncle that bring us around at batam, he did a PREFECT job bringing us around see around and let us know batam is not a small island, if u really wan to walk whole batam i think it need about 3days with a transport.. lol.. after tt i went to malacca with dear.. Plan a 4day 3 night holiday for my birthday celebration but end up i having a terrible trip over there.. early in the morning, waiting for coach ... it's started to rain... bad day! but after the journey to malacca it's become better, reach there in the afternoon about 1pm+.. went to have lunch there at the bus terminal, this is the first and last time i ever eat at there I SWEAR! after that we went to the hotel we went before 3yr ago... the same hotel we stay before because i find the hotel not bad and the price is not bad also so i booked the same hotel... nothing special happen in the afternoon until late evening we planning to have our dinner and the nearby coffee shop.. before started i not feeling well and i vomit at the coffee shop.. WAHAHAHA... all over the place before the foods is serve.. lol ... den no choice we pay and da bao back to the hotel, but as we returning to the hotel... i starting to feel vomit again but i have to wait until i step in to the hotel room... but it's TOO LATE again... i vomit infont of the my hotel room.... lol .. nononono... is infront of other people hotel room OUTSIDE! lol.. so went back to the hotel room... keep vomit... keep vomit... non stop... again and again... till midnight... but dear is alway by my side, he dun dare to sleep i guess.. so he wait until i sleep he still cant sleep.. i dun dare to see doctor there as i very sensitive to medicine and allergy ... so no choice... drink abit of water start again... food goes into my stomach... it's vomit vomit vomit... until i find pain in my lung and stomach... lol... 2nd day i find better during evening time.. dear ask me to go out to take a walk and not to keep stay at the hotel room.... oh mine! this is the MOST REGRET THING I EVER DO IN MY LIFE!... step out the hotel is the worst memories for me.... went to the street nearby walking on the street........ here it go.. a motorbike pass... and my pouch is GONE FOREVER!!! MY ITOUCH MY PHONE ALL GONE SUDDENLY! chase and chase but no use... kind neighbour there did help us chase also... no use!! neighbour there call police there for us to make a police report nearby ... the services from the polices that fetch us is good.. they sends us to one of the better police station there as there provide computer system to help to get the police report but i sad for the service they provide us there, there are 3 counter there, i am sitting at the first one, the first officer tell me to move to the second wan... and ask us to WAIT ... WAIT AND WAIT.... until they finally wanted to help me make the police report... but end up the police report i find it unbelieve.. all MALAY WORDS!... wakao! dun ever one single words... ahahahah... forget about it, just find that the rest 2days is SUFFERING! all my money is inside the pouch.. dear money is alway inside the pouch.. luckily he have spare money but not alot la.. and we pay for the return coach and the 3night hotel money... HENG!!! but i keep stay in the hotel.. duno is holiday or stay at hotel trip! lol boring.. nothing to say also... finally retuen home.. I MISS HOME SO MUCH SERIOUSLY!!! end up i had bad dream for the past 1weeks... no choice... no job no anything.. no ipod no money no phone.. everything is GONE!!! everything start from the beginning.. everything have to start fresh again.. searching for jobs now.. waiting for someone to give me chance to start afresh... waiting for someone to support me with a helping hands...

brand new year ahead...

2010-04-12T00:02:00.004+08:00

wahsia! so long again to update this blog.. his few yr reali so busy with worrkk... haizz.. still workiin at jeanyip.. work 3yr+ le.. finding this job more and more sianx le... or can i sae u more and more stress and boring le.. like no point continue workiin like tt leh... wan to change another workkin envoirement to start a new beginning... recently. this yr i planning to get a ROM actually... but my bf is a malaysian WP.. so he need to apply... just tt we are a about to arrange everything and do our planning.. lots of things happen.. the quarrelling start to have more and more recently... izzit i too understand me or he too understand me? i am stubborn i know... but he nv give way to me... keep the way he wan... he give way when i reali throw temper to him but i think he tired and so am i... coming 6yrs together this nov... no celebration from last yr... even last yr valentine day he also work... have he reali understand me? somtime he only know how to apologise sae is all his fault but he only stopping the quarrel but he dun understand i angry becoz he dun appreciate the thoughts i helping him to solve problem and not helping him to have more problem... with him ... sometime i cant feel safe and care... or maybe is a revenge of me hurting someone tt love me so much in the past... i can feel the pain everytime i think of him.. i know he happy now with someone he love now... i can feel that he treasure every relationship he ever have... with him for 3yr in the past let me reali feel care and safe... maybe i think fate give me the wrong timing as i too young in the pat... too much temptation... end up hurting someone tt love me for the past 3yr... the wound can be heal but the memories willkeep inside the heart forever.... to me, he the one that i will not forget for life... as he the one tt love me deeply with a true heart tt i too late to feel... i wish him find his happiness!as for me, 2moro start work again.. SO BORING!!!! for the person i love and treasure now is him... the one that spend 6yrs with me... i hope he can reali respect and understand me more... becoz i cant give up this relationship....

signoff......
JessicaShuxian

He is the one spending 6yr with me.... i love him!

wakao!!

2009-05-29T21:38:00.004+08:00

!!!! damn long nv touch my blog le.. wakao.. pass abt half a yr i nv updated le.. no choice leh.. alway busy with woork, dun hv time to updated oso.. nothing special to me either.. just work and work and work.. so sianx leh.. work this job for 3yrs le, fast but like more and more sian le.. duno izzit i too used to this job so abit boring olreadi, but now find job hard worx.. so better stay on and learn more stuff first, den upgrade more and improve more first den discuss what job i wish carry on with... so updated photo for this pass half a yr.. free den update next time.. duno wat to do... byebyebyebyebye....

since aug my last update.. haha..

2008-12-13T23:39:00.008+08:00

Finally i am here... updating my blog ever since aug.. ya i know is LONG but no choice leh.. too busy with work.. too tired aftere work... my dear friend huilee tell mi " your blog since aug nv updated le horx. " ya i updated now ok girl? haha... ermm.. i dunno duno wat to update lehx.. nov change new uniform.. to my favourite colour BLACK! the whole dress black.. haha.. ermm.. den dec went szehui birthday chalet.. actually abit disappointed la.. becoz i think too many ppl le la.. or maybe szehui ite friend too many le... wanted to stay overnight but last min hers friends decide to stay overnight den me and huilee decided to go hm.. lolx.. but nvm la.. did enjoy the chalet with huilee they all la.. after all i hope szehui enjoy her birthday chalet and ours present for her.. haha... erm.. nothing much to update olreadi.. just updated some recently photos...

This is my 4 yrs anniversay surprise flower... my favourite flower "SUNFLOWER" oh yeap!
LOLX!!! my new uniform but my colleague snapshot me and i forget to wear my high heel.. haha!
My colleague and me with our new uniform.. nice right? pretty lohx..better den the old wan..
I think we all suit black den white.. our past uniform is white now BLACK!! PRETTY!!!
i alway the one that acting cute.. no cute no laugh! no fun! their r my souls at work!! love them!

hey hey hey!! snapshot for myself! CHEERS!
that's what call true sisters... we look alike?
hahax... she cover my serect! my double chin.. lolx... Ssshhh.....
Ever since we 3 sisters take our photo... this is the latest.. lolx... we all allike? must c clearly....
Szehui and Vonn
Hui Lee and Sze Hui
Sze Hui and Me
Hui Lee and Sze Hui and the.......... CHICKEN WING!!
and FINALLY.. The last photo... WE 3 BEAUTIES!! lolx...taken at szehui birthday chalet!

2008-08-14T09:24:00.003+08:00

nothing to update also.
just so boring.
ermm....
recently meet him out,
find tt i can talk to him so much and joke with mi now,
and dun find any stress like last time...
izzit maybe we onli have the fated to become good friend and nt couple.
LOLx.. guess so... ermm...
mon nite share alot of thing with him and he oso but i reali admired his determination...
he thinks tt he can win back her gf heartx but actually to mi... i think is veri hard...
becoz once the heart is with someone else...
there no turning back... maybe turning back is too late and there too much regrets...
the decision is not onli him can decided....
but i stilll hope his gf can wake up....
treasure him and not to regret...
he the guy tt can contribute his love with all his heart...
maybe i wrong la... but the guy tt i know 6yr ago is the one tt contribute all his love to his love wan but just someone dunno how to treasure...
wat past is alway past....
is just some memories in my heartx will be there forevea....
sweet wan.. sad wan... every memories he gave mi...
realy hope his gal can wake up frm the wrong love and went back to him....
if nt hw can i provide him with a relationship tt onli last 3mths for him... as he sae...
he think tt relationship start 3mths is the sweetest so he find tt find a gal tt onli wan date last for 3mths and rich.. LOL!! how to find?
hey! u! know who am i talking ar... tell mi how u help u find?
ermm... nothing much to update olreadi...
boring... next wk maybe need to transfer to TAKA outlet... sianxxxxx......

i wan resign.... realli.... lolx...

....Memories...

2008-07-31T08:50:00.002+08:00

Some memories no matter how hard u try to forget, trying to let time forget everything but no matter how i try the pain is still there.. the pain i brought to someone... the someone tt he used to love mi so much but i break his heart not once but twice... and now he still there for mi whenever i need him... everytime i c his hand, the gulity pain in my heart is so pain.. crying in heart... but.... no matter how i cry, the scar is still there.... the pain i brought to him is a forever, the scar tt i left on him is a thing he will remember wat i hv done to him.. the memories he brought for mi is alway so wonderful... but me? wat memories i brought to him? the ugly scar tt leave on his hand... he told mi now he like thai boxing recently, so i ask him lik tt your hand not pain? he told mi sometime will hurt, but he dun care...i guess maybe in his heart the pain i cause the scar is more painful tt the pain in his hand ... In my life, i alway do alot of things tt i regret.. so many until i not sure which one is right which one is wrong? which is which? right or worng? i did do thing tt i regrets now... but how? somethings cant turn back again...

... long long time ago...

2008-07-29T01:09:00.005+08:00

haha.. long long time ago frm my last update until now.. haha.. lazy to blog oso.. nothing to write oso.. nothing special for mi to wirte... er.. frm apr my last update until now.. celebrate huilee birthday, xizhen birthday and mine lohx.. all super old olreadi.. we 4 sisters left tt stupid women szehui the YOUNGEST of all.. LOLx... cant wait to celebrate her birthday.. duno y lehx. i tink beoz i went over to xizhen chalet den my chalet.. i enjoy the gathering with everybody.. good feeling.. like some old friend or relatives tt long time c 1 time wan... den oso can chit-chat with friend take photo.. but actually my birthday chalet.. abit sad tt quite alot last min canot come like my ex colleague charmaine and chris.. and oso my ite friend like yan ting, yin ping and shuyu they all.. jeremy and shu han.. sad to sae my expected guest shd be more on tt day but i did enjoy e 3days at my chalet.. i hope u guys out there tt went to my chalet oso enjoy it... 3days i tink is SUPER SHORT period for mi la.. so enjoy until damn lazy to go back to work.. lolx.. but good days past to fast... so quite excited abt szehui birthday.. hey gal! hope u take 3days so i can stick to u like a SUPERGLUE and followed u everywhere on your birthday and let mi enjjoy birthday moment again.. OK SISTER? lolx.. ermm.. nothing much to updated... hv to wait until next time.. erm... think shd be long long time next time... WAHAHAAH....

some photo updates... thanks VIC for my photo edit... ..... Strong Friendship No Matter What Happen We Four Still There ....

Szehui and Me Taken at Xizhen Birthday Chalet On 5 of July 2008

We all taken at Xizhen 21th birthday chalet... HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHEN!!!

This two pretty girl smile so enjoy right? i tink szehui veri fake lohx! LoLx.. Justkiddin..

We 3 tt ever since so long take photo together.. i treasure our friendsip tt we hv made...

and this photo shot take on my birthday chalet with huilee, xizhen , szehui and si xuan...

... and with my colleague.. frm left hair manager danny, my most respect senior elaine and her son, den my cuite pie jenny and noisy gal vonn and my loving consultant yuki...

Thanks Bobo for being my camera man on tt day becoz my camera is out of batt.. just so unlucky!! i love this photo the most..

In my life this 2 ladies is my angels!! LOLxx.. treasure them so so so so so so much....

Thanks To Dearest Cousin BoBo and My Loving Sister Victoria For Helping Me For My Birthday Chalet.. u both help the LOTSSS.. THANKS!!

MY 21TH BIRTHDAY CAKE!! PRETTY RIGHT? thanks dear for buying me this cake!

MY LOVING Cake and The Loving Birthday Gal.. 21th olreadi.. OLD olreadi..

.... and my BELOVED Dear Joon Ee .. thanks for being there for me all this yrs we together...

and FINALLY.. THE MOST IMPORTANT PEOPLE IN MY LIFE... MY SUPER LOVING LIM FAMILY!!!! YEAP!!!

2008-04-11T09:52:00.001+08:00

sometime i need to learn to let go..

2008-03-30T22:51:00.007+08:00

oH ya! free to update my blog le.. everyday work non-stop .. go hm bath den sleep le.. tired man.. ermm... last month celebrate my grandmum 70th birthday, my small uncle book a restuant tt i tink quite "famous" but i nv heard b4 la.. at chinatown name yan palace den we went there on the 16 march .. on tt day i bought a bouquet of 6 stalks of rose but my mum nag nag nag sae where gt birthday buy flower wan? so unlucky.. watever la.. i tink grandmum will be happy tt i buy for her wan lohx... erm... dear and me oso share to buy a necklace for her lohx.. ermm.. den on tt day abt 630pm dad fetch me and dear go the resturant and end up we r the first to reach there.. i hope to be the last as i can give grandmum a surprise with my flower.. aiya.. den she reach den she saw i holding tt flower olreadii.. no surpise lohx.. but at least she give mi a kiss for tt.. LOL.. den when we went in the restuant is a room tt hv to table lohx.. table like those ppl wedding wan la..u noe wat.. haha.. got my favourte.. kaorake! hee.. so when waiting for everybody to come i sing first.. abit pasieh but ok la.. quite enjoy but i tink dad is the one tt enjoy it the most i tink.. hahaa... den everybody come den dinner start at bat 730pm ... den eat sing eat sing... den abt 9pm dinner is finish den is photo session for everybody .. each family take with family.. den whole famil photo den grandchildren photo den adult photo den take here take there.. but i tink bobo and vic enjoy taking photo the most.. they both take photo frm in the car until dinner and until finish.. i tink they take almost 50 photo there two.. hahax.. ermm.. den dinner is finish.. i tink everybody is enjoying la.. especially grandmum .. i tink she so damn happy tt day.. everybody celebrate her birthday tt day... i love grandmum! haha... ee... mushy.. haha.. den after dinner dad fecth dear hm den home sweet home.. ya! a gathering for everyday is great! love it! hope there second chance like celebrating grandmum 80yr old.. i noe tt day will sure come!.. i will pay for the dinner! haha.. becoz tt dinner tt we ate.. my uncle pay la.. abt 800+ ba.. i tink is ok la.. coz abt 8 dishes.. the food average lohx.. not bad la.. but i tink the price of 800 is quite expensive.. the special thing is there singing la.. den tv to watch la... erm.. nothing to update le.. dear next wk going back malaysia le.. gonna miss him alot lohx.. go back 10days and i will b lonely... i hate tt feeling leh.. but no choice wat... he c his family 1 yr 1 or 2 times onli.. he oso miss his family.. at least i onli 10day nv c him onli ma.. so it ok la... ermm.. i tink nothing to update le.. erm... now ar.. tinking of resign my job but duno leh.. hope to change other working enviroment.. duno la.. c how lohx.. takecare everybody!

*szehui* if u c this.. free den acc mi this lonely gal when u free ar.. haha.. next wk! takecare gal! love u too! mushy again.. haha.. nvm la... btw, my birthday u take leave help mi ar.. haha.. i need your help most! haha..

nothing much to sae le.... logging off.....

lovesss jessica
SEE! my dad enjoy the singing session lohx.. haha... keep tell mi sing.. den the misc he alway take! haha.. no la.. actually start of the dinner i sing alot is behind i sing until no voice le den i pass to him... haha...LOL!

tt the restuant we hv our dinner there.. frm the outside there nothing special but went inside.. is so different frm the view outside.. haah.. seriously!

they enjoy taking photo! this photo i take for them.. haha.. but i tink they take alot themself olreadi... both photogenic rite?

we grandchildren take grandmum.. front row me grandmum & bobo behind us shan, yu and nini and behind there di en and qi yu.. tt nini is my uncle wife daughter.. not so close wan la..

grandmum and me with the flower i brought for her! SEE! she smile so happily! LOL

we three sister with grandmum.. i tink grandmum love us the most la.. i tink la.. haha.. just anyhow sae onli.. LOLX!!!

the perfect whole family shot! taken by uncle friend.. but half of face i block .. c dear smile so happily.. i tink he enjoy! haha... i laugh when i c this photo becoz he sae he like siao like tt smile until like tt.. he sae himself.. LOL

... grandmum and our family... c my mum tt face.. alway dun smile wan leh.. spoil this photo lohx..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANDMUM! the birthday cake tt we grandchildren bought for her.. angie the choice fruit cake ... not bad la.. can recommend... quite expensive but is worht the price... heex..

stressed UP! bOrin..

2008-03-07T22:53:00.004+08:00

noting special abt my blog today.. nothing to write as usual er... 2moro start work olreadi.. damn boring lohx... actually my work up to now is getting better and better each day and my customer request hv more oso but is just tt BITCH! tt lady i duno wat the fuck she tink she is la... CONSULTANT onli ma.. big mehx? whr big? breast small de A- and wat.. onli the face lohx.. the most black face i ever c before.. more black den hawker centre toilet floor lohx.. seriously lohx.. idiot lohX! nothing offered her but every moring come work tt BLACK face.. everytime go work actually my mood not bad de but at end seeing her tt fucking black face.. damn sianx.. wakaox.. i noe consultant the biggest position there la.. but PLEASEssss lohx... u nt manager ok? hey u ! if u c my blog.. i tell u wat.. i hate u so much.. seriously lohx.. sometime no choice i hv to joke joke with u like nothing happen but i hate your face.. dun tin konli u can take leave and can take 1 or 2 hrs becoz of your plane delayed and others cant OK! wat the hell.. u is hunman den we nt hunman.. u onli a gal tt just promoted to consultant.. tink wat? veri big ar? dun hao lian lohx.. i love my job and i love elaine and jenny.. watever is it.. i will challenge with u no matter wat.. tink i will resign of your fucking FACE? sorry lohx.. just wait and c.. u just a malaysian penang gal... this is singapore.. if u nv come singapore u gt money bring back mehx? u tink u can earn so much money? HEY u.. i telling u now.. u r STANDING on singapore ground now.. if u nt happy with u den go back to whr u belong.. i noe my bf malaysian so wat? i can sae almost half of friend is malaysian.. so what? they all so much different frm u ok.. ...... sorry guys who read my blog.. actually nobody tt i can show my anger to but onli on my blog.. i now feeling so good.. SONG ARZ! sometime i reali wish i can scold her infont of her but i love this job and envoirnment.. reali.. .aiya.. nothing to write le.. bye!

2008-02-18T11:57:00.003+08:00

... DotSs.. damn long no update le.. frm nov until now.. a new yr olreadi.. hahax.. yA!! this yr going 21 on july le.. erm... nothing much to update actually.. celebrate chinese new yr lohx.. den valentine day.. den follow up is my sis birthday on march.. den follw up mother day... father day.. hahax... den mum birthday den is mine.. i planning a chalet at aloha loyang... damn big lohx.. gt 4 room, living room, a garden for bbq.. expensive la but 21 yr old le.. must hv a grand wan... hahax... er.. erm... nothing update le lehx.. ohh ya.. dear bought 4 mi s psp slim light purple.. hahax.. yesterday downloaded some games and put music and photo inside.. thanks to my two loving sister victoria and shan.. if not tt psp is a empty brain.. haha.. erm.. still gt wat... mi and dear still loving lohx.. wahahax... love him love my family love my best friend/sister sze hui and hui love my work love my colleague( excluding tt consultant) dun like her ! suck my ass! ... tt all i duno wat to update le.. heex.. update some photos..

JeSsica.... sHuxian.... LovEsss LotSss...

mii and dear take at esplanade..heex.. nothing to do ma den i start take stupid photo hahax...

As i sae in this pic " LOVE HIM TO BE MY SIDE" reali i do love him so much!

mii and my pretty loving sister taken during new yr at hm b4 going out to take hongbao..

three beautiful + loving + cute + wonderful + pretty LADIES.. i love them soooo much...

Bobo + Victoria + Jessica = WONDERFUL PHOTO !! taken with my sis laptop..

Back frm malacca + KL..

2007-11-17T22:01:00.000+08:00

how to start leh? ermm.. ok la.. on the eve before go holiday.. cant sleep actually come back long time le la but no time update my blog onli lohx.. ermm.. how to start? okmeh becoz nv leave spore holiday without my parent lehx.. haha.. we take 8am bus so i meet dear at 7am to eat breakfast first den go lohx... meet dear at tampines s11 there la.. eat le.. he la keep ask mii " happy? happy?happy? happy? excited? excited?excited? " nosiy mehx... haha... den we go lavender meet boon hin.. den go take bus.. heex... i reali excited haha... ermm.. den on my trip in bus.. OMG! we take de bus from 8am to 1pm in bus sleep wake up sleep wake up listen to music sleep wake up.. hahax.. den finally reach our destination MALACCA our first stop.. ermm.. we hv to go find budget hotel first .. we duno whr gt cheap hotel ma den we ask the taxi lohx... he recommend us a not bad hotel la can la not 5 or 6 class but still ok la... den follow up put our luggages den go out le.. go malacca there walk walk lohx.. erm.. den hv our dinner den went back hotel le lohx.. den another day oso go walk lohx.. den the next day we hv to go our next destination Kuala Lumpur hahax... den reach there.. taek bus oso need 2 hrs like tt.. den start to find budget hotel oso... haha... den we find a one tt near the KL chinatown.. oso cheap la... ok la actually we save alot of money on hotel den we can buy more thing there la... hahax.. i bought a fake GUCCI bag la... veri cheap ar.. RM 70 ok la.. abt $30+ lohx.. den next day stay at KL... den went twin tower and shop at time square and lot 10 and sungwai.. like tt lohx.. den 5 day for my holiday trip.. finally the last day back to singapore.... start work... boring... y is my holiday so fast? and working time so long... aiya.. nvm... nothing to write le.. just update some photo take there....
mii and dear and boon hin on our way back to singapore.. sad mehx.. so fast...

tt my new bought sunglasses.. nice? i tink i can onli dare to wear during my holiday..

this is KL chinatown.. damn alot fake branded there and super real and super cheap

dear and mii take ar the hop on/off bus at malacca .. hee.. one and onli photo we take together...

dear at hop on/off bus.. force mi to take lohx.. stupid.. the wind is damn big lohx...

nice rite? the midnight of malacca city.. look like our orchard rite? not bad la..

the KL twin tower... actually tt a office lohx.. i suggest tt should b can let tourist go up and c and not a office lohx... wasted!

HOLIDAY!! YEAP!!

2007-09-10T12:32:00.000+08:00

lalala... my holiday plan is coming soon.. abt 1more month ba.. leave taken everything prepared but not bus ticket have nt buy yet becoz there 2 person not confirm yet and tt boon hin and tt stupid boy bongkailung... dun dare buy ticket becoz their leave iis nt yet confirm.. mine and dear confirm le.. yeap.. going KL for 6days.. first time i went oversea without my parent.. erm.. scare oso becoz malaysia to mii iis a veri dangerous place lohx.. hahax.. watever la.. gt 3 guy protect mii.. scare 4 wat? eric family iis still nt yet confirm oso.. hope they can go oso.. more ppl more fun ma.. hee.. er... nothing 2 update le.. maybe next update iis after i come back frm my holiday ba.. going on the 10 of oct and come back on the 16... no camera .. anyone can borrow mii? hahha.. tag mi pls... takecare everybody... going tO work .. hee..

2007-08-08T09:21:00.000+08:00

er... nothing much to update lehx... duno wat 2 update oso.. ermm.. my contract 1yrs finish le worx.. decide to continue as a junior beautican lohx as i still like this job... hahax.. ermm... still gt wat leh? nothing much to sae le.. meeting jenny they all tonite go amk kbox siing song.. hahax.. i love sing song sOo much.. hee.. dear and mii as usual as loving as ever.. hahax.. friend iis all still de same.. hee.. our 3yrs anniversary 3months more.. heex.. love hiim so much... nothing le la... going work le..

J.E.S.S.I.C.A logging off.........

iqah and elaine.. elaine work 11yr 4 jeanyip.. but she lok young rite? heex...
group photo lastiime.. de lady iis in black i hate her most below her tt lady close her stupid eye i oso hate.. hee... but i choose to put this photo iis becoz i like... hahaa...

my new consultor last time beautican promoted and pretty IQAH... miss u...

20th years old le... getting old le.. must learn to be more sensible le...

2007-07-23T10:02:00.000+08:00

.... JULY.. a special day for me.. my birthday month... erm... first of all... on 12th iis my dearest colleague ELAINE birthday... guess wat we prepare for her... a BIG PANCAKE... haha.. becoz once her husband call work askk her wan buy cake or nt? den u noe wat she sae? hahax.. dun wan la.. u better give mii the money more gd... den she tell us.. she dun like eat cake de.. but sometime she like to eat pancake especially during work... so idea strike mii and yuki.. idea of making a big pancake... den we down and the de jolibean there tell the auntie do a BIG wan.. den the auntie sae nobody request before.. we the first customer.. hahax... wat to do? $8.50 for 1 BIG pancake... worth it la.. den we give her a surprise den wat she do? she laugh and laugh and laugh... all laugh... enjoyable day... heex... coming up my birthday... went to kbox after work on 15july... den dear and mii take taxi go parkway meet my dearest sister for dinner lohx... den boon hin meet us... den go kbox @ 830pm after dinner lohx.. tt stupid boy bongkailung... sae he come at 9pm+ or 10pm... den i sae nvm lohx.. wait 4 hiim den we enjoy singing and singing... so enjoyable.... den tt stupid boy call sae he still at marina waiting 4 taxi... times pass.... 9pm...10pm... he still nt here... den until abt 11pm+ den he reach... hahax... but nvm la... den they brother, wu hin and dear sing like crazy... den mii and hui like tt lohx... den sing and sing.. abt 1am+ szehui ZZzzZz at the sofa ... i noe she tired.. she hv to get up the next morning @ 6am lehx... so poor thing... thankS SISTER SZEHUI... den tt stupid boy oso... next day work 12pm hv to wake up early oso... thanks stupid boy... dear mii and boon hin all off the next day... reali thanks everybody on tt day... nothing to write le... by everybody... MUACKZ!!!!!

the BIG PANCAKE tt i saying... heex... SPECIAL cake for SPECIAL person....
Elaine cutting the BIG pancake tt miii yuki and jenny special FOR her... heex...
we cut the cake ... nono.. iis pancake... hahax... nice wan.. .YUMMY!! nice actually... but too big olreadi... too much.. hahax... but we all ate it..
the photo i edit myself... nice rite? take during at work.. xin fu xiao nu ren... dear thanks 4 thiis wonderful flower... love u lOTss.. xin fu xiao nu ren...
dear and is best friend @ spore... they enjoy their day oso i noe... becoz iis my birthday.. LOLZx...

Times past yet i hv the feeling tt i still at the starting point...

2007-07-05T09:12:00.000+08:00

...Awww.... boring.. longtime no update duuo wat 2 update.. er.. last month celebrate huilee birthday lohx.. with hui zhen and zhen's bf wee kiong and his cousin.. not much celebration actually iis just we wait 4 huilee finish work den go her hse there nearby hv our supper lohx.. around 11pm like tt lohx.. den hv some light meal den start a small surprise 4 her lohx.. erm.. but.. i tink she noe lohx coz hui la.. hahax.. nvm la... ermm.. den wait 4 the countdown lohx.. hee... den went hm after tt lohx.. nothing special.. bought her a cake and a box of chocolate lohx... ermm... den after her birthday den will be mine le.... but excited to celebrate with all my best buddies and friends and dear.. but... maybe iis stress ba.. dun hv the mood like tt lehx.. oso duno y... coming 20 tis coming birthday le... getting old so reali canot be like small kid like tt tink childish way .. nw hv 2 learn to forgive and control my temper... my temper getting bad to worse... duno izzit becoz tooo much stress at work le... sianz... actually my work the colleagues there all ok la.. but maybe iis just tt i tink i canot handle customer well maybe iis becoz i duno hw 2 talk with customer abt their skin or the product or ever the course to suggest for them.. and end up some beautican will help lohx.. but i tink customer will noe i a veri young apprentice ba...i stress at work my dear sister hui oso.. both of us iis stress... wat 2 do? 2 earn money la.. nothing to write le ba.. just busy with work and today i mc... abit sick but i tink i just dun feel like going to work la... nothing special... going polyclinic c doc.. hahax...

MisS huilee... birthday gal on 16.06.2007.. the cake nice rite? mii and hui choose de... heex.. huilee... old le lohx.. u r alway the first wan to get older among we 4 best girls.. MUACKZ! love u much!!!
viCotria and mii.. my REAL sister and mii.. we dun look alike but do u take a closer look? we did look alike iis just tt one is slim and one iis fat.. tt the problem... hahax... love her loh too!!!

Logging Off......... lOve shuxian.. 05.07.2007...

... 3 days with my dear parent.. heex..

2007-05-27T22:20:00.000+08:00

Finally can rest le worx.. hahax. happy .. i take 3 days leave to accompany my dear parent and his bro coz they come spore find my dear and oso come spore @_@ lohx.. hahax.. ermm..

DAY 1 24.05.07

First day, ZzZzZz.. yawn!.. early wake up at 7am+... duno lehx.. canot sleep .. too nervous + excited + stress.. hahax.. den just wake up den dear sms mii le.. he sae they preparing le.. den i no choice faster go bath la.. make up la.. den choose wat to wear to give his parent the first impression .. scare the first impression nt gd ma.. den dear sae wear a jean and a tshirt will do le.. den ok lohx.. hahax.. den meet there at my dear hse near-by coffeeshop eat breakfast .. den the first impression haha.. duno lehx.. dear sae his parent nv sae anything.. ok lohx.. den first place went chinatown lohx.. heex.. go walk walk shop shop take photo lohx.. erm.. den went chinatown point eat swensen.. damn stupid ! we eat at the lunch time period ma.. den wait wait wait... wait around 15min tt FINALLY there place 4 us le.. den eaten our lunch continue walk.. den after tt i tink everybody iis tired le so iis HOME SWEET HOME time.. hahax.. den reach tampines around 6pm+ den i oso go hm le.. tiired. my leg reali veri SUAN lehx.. i guess long time nv walk so much period olreadi.. but nvm la.. i envious their whole family lehx.. they like friend like tt lehx.. the day with them veri gd lohx.. veri comfortable.. den iis time 4 mii 2 ZzZz... to prepare 4 next time le.. ohh ya!..

shuxian [J.E.S.S.I.C.A] ...

take photo with dear and parent.. so stress u noe.. my heart going drop out.. hahax..

My dear with his parent and bro.. happy family.. sweet rite? so nice.. ooh ya tis photo i take wan!

dear de mum and dad.. they so loving lehx.. her mum veri gentle and nice and his dad veri cute and he's those happy-go-lucky type.. i so envious them lehx.. heex..

... Getting higher and confidence ..

2007-04-11T10:25:00.000+08:00

veri veri long no update my blog le worx.. no time 4 mii 2 update ar.. alway busy with work.. sianx.. nw trasnfer back to whitesand outlet le.. gt gd and bad la.. actually nt bad la.. gd iis near my house lohx den can sleep longer lohx.. den oso my dearie just work downstair den easiler to c hiim lohx.. hahax.. c whether he gt c gal or nt .. er.. den bad wan iis i goona miss my jiejie charmaine .. taryn... shanshan ... dearest josephine and catherine le.. reali miiss them badly lehx.. today gt time update my blog becoz dearie workiin den i off den dun need so early go meet hiim ma if nt if he same off dae with mii den i hv 2 early wake up make yp den abt 10am+ hv 2 go out le.. coz if too late go out den our times spend together will be lesser.. but today i free... hahax.. later onli going vivo fidn all my dearest onli.. den dearie work until 5pm den after tt den i meet hiim lohx.. den follow wks i oso nv take same off day with hiim le coz i depend on which day no customer den i request to off tt day.. veri bad horx.. but no choice lehx.. hv 2earn more money leh.. wan learn driving and save money loan car.. den can drive ll my best friend my beloved and my family around singapore.. HaAhaHa!!... tt my dream.. er.. nothing 2 write le... going out...yaYaya.. goiing vivo.. anyone wan join? hahax.. hee..=) **

tt my new hair cut again.. i tink i cut my hair do my hair more den 3 times in 1 wks and it FREE..
returning to my old kamPong.. haahx.. whitesand my previous outlet. nt bad la.. hahax..

mii and dearie latest.. ppl alway sae we look alike.. will we? i tink i more pretty den hiim lehx..

i alway love de smile he alway smile to mii coz i noe he reali love mii... hahax.. so pasieh...

...My day with my dearie...

2007-02-10T23:44:00.000+08:00

finally 8.2.07.. my off day.. i wait this day veri long le lehx.. coz long time mi and dear dear nv go out le worzx.. hee.. our destination 4 our day iis.. hahax.. ang mo kio new shopping lohx.. hee.. i oso wan go find megan and yanti worx.. i miss them so much oso lehx.. so around 12pm+ i go his hse wait 4 him get ready den go out le.. we go tampines eat lunch first coz we r damn hungry.. canot wait until go ang mo kio.. no choice.. actually thinkin of goign ang mo kio 2 eat eat de.. den around 1pm+ we take mrt go ang mo kio lohx.. OMG!! ang mo kio jean yip HUB iis so damn big sia.. i like the design there coz there veri bright ar.. den my outlet iis like so dark worx.. den go walk walk with dear.. buy new year clothes but end up buying his bro jean at levis.. hahax.. den after tt around 4pm+ go chinatown meet wu lohx.. he bring his friend along but.. i seriouslly dun like him friend lohx.. coz he sae he wan wait 4 his friend den let us at mrt station there wait and wait and wait.. chee bye.. i reali angry.. den nvm la.. den after tt go walk walk at chinatown lohx.. den wu tt stupid friend.. wakao.. chinatown street there gt those sstore like sell candy wan... he horx.. kao! he take and eat den end up the uncle shouted " boy!! u like tt eat den if everybody like u like tt eat den how? can eat from the sample area onli".. serve him rite!! den after tt i sae i wan hv a drink.. coz thristy ma.. den sit there drink den after tt tt guy friend sae wan eat den he eat lohx.. but........ wakaox.. eat so damn slow like girl like tt.. i tink worse den gal lohx.. den i cannot stand le.. so i give her xielan de face lohx.. den i tink wu saw le ba den he sae we go first lohx.. finally. tt two guy iis gone.. den after tt go cinatown CK there buy clothes 4 my dear mum and dad and tt fillial wu oso buy 4 his dad.. haha.. canot stand him .. but he going back malaysia le.. i misss him so much lehx.. nobody acc mii if my dear iis busy.. but nvm la.. he will b back de.. erm.. den after tt we gone back 2 tampines and buy wu "future gf" present.. canot stand him again.. choose sooo long.. den after tt go 2 419 meet boon hin ar.. coz wu last day at spore le ma.. i sit awhile den go hm le.. so tired ar.. den let them guys talk.. i 1 gal so extra ar.. hee.. tt my day...

....mii and dear dear play with the sunglasses ...

....Again take 1.. nothing 2 do ma..

... we r actin cool and xia lan actually.. hahax.. wan fight like tt..

i gonna miss them all lehx..

2007-02-02T09:48:00.000+08:00

long time no update my blog liaox.. ermm.. maybe no mood ba.. today megan, yanti and my god mother lili anutie transfer to ang mo kio hub jy le lehx.. sianx.. left mi and sister charmaine onli.. luckily i still gt charmaine if not i will die with the catherine and josephine.. wakao.. actually yesterday i off i wan go down vivo wan lehx.. to c them the last time before they leave vivo wan but.. tt stupid lao jie lohx.. y dun wan stay at ws or hg.. kaoz.. hate her lehx.. lao jie-> mean my manager... hahax.. den make mi dun feel like going down lohx.. i reali will them so much lehx... nw go work oso nothing much 2 do lehx.. onli mi and sister... haiz... but sister like oso wan resign lehx.. den mi how?.. i wan transfer back ws ar... sianx.. my contact stilll hv 5more months 2 go... hope 2 b faster.... hahax... den i can leave there and go other place and find the work tt most suitabe mii ba.. i wan to be a good beautican.. hee.. tt my dreaM...

mii and sister acting cute.. nothing to do during work ma so just anyhow play with my phone.. hahax..
penny ans sister act like a lesbian couple rite?.. hahax.. i love them both so much...

from left.. megan , yanti , penny , and charmaine.. all my best best best best collegues at work..

finally... yanti and mii.. she sae one iis so white and one iis so dark... hahax.. dun u find it so?

my working life now... heex..

2007-01-18T10:00:00.000+08:00

few month pass olreadi... i love enjoy working at vivo my workplace currently.. love my collegues there lehx especially my 3 sisters there.. charmaine, megan and yanti.. i love them so much lehx.. they r like my family member lehx.. and almost forget my god mother lily.. heex.. she oso veri gd 2 mii lehx.. ya it far from my hse 2 vivo.. take bus + mrt need at least 1and 1/2 hrs.. but nvm la.. gt them 2 work with mii i enough le lehx.. but now there a monster come and tt the women... our manager.. last time i wan transfer to vivo becoz of her and nw she here in vivo.. wanting to transfer to somewhere but... i cant leave my sisters there.. i cant bear to leave them.. seriously.. but i noe they oso can bear to leave mi oso.. hahax.. ermm.. bought a dress at vivo.. put in on iis like veri lady lohzx.. hahax... but dear saae veri pretty.. hahax.. tt make mi wanted to wear more often.. hahax.. and i tinking of doing my hair back to straight coz baobei yesterday help mi temp straight my hair... my dear and mum c sae tt straight iis much better... how? i wan do back or nt?

yanti and megan..

temp straight hair.. how? nicer den my perm?

Sisters for life.. lady in green.. tt not our uniform.. but we bought all 3 same dress.. hahax..

tis is the dress tt i call it lady... is so lady.. and do u tink suit mi?

mii and megan take tis photo when we gt nothing to do...

dearie birthday celebration..

2007-01-15T10:39:00.000+08:00

busy with work so no time 2 update my blog yaa.. heex.. ermm.. on 11.1.2007 i celebrate dear de birthday with him ya.. but when we planning 2 go zoo tt dae but end up heavily rain.. so no choice we went 2 TM have our lunch at macdonald lohx.. den after tt we go GV and c wat time the show tt we wan watch " One Last Dance" .. it start at 2pm but now iis like onli going to 12pm.. haha.. so we decide not 2 buy first maybe after we go shopping first.. so we went walking TM to century and from century back 2 Tm.. hahazx.. den finally iis 130pm.. and we bought the ticket and went 2 watch the show.. going 4pm the show end.. OMG! i dun understand the movie at all.. it so confusing and confusing.. hahazx.. ever dear oso dun understand at all. .. haha.. guess we hv 2 think it over and over while we walking hm.. mum call and ask wwat time i going hm.. so i guess i going hm 4 dinner ba.. but i leave thing at his hse so i went his hse downstair wait 4 him as i lazy 2 go up.. while waiting 4 him.. the rain start rain so cat and dog.. singlish i tink raining cat and dog.. haha.. den he come down and we hv no choice 2 sit at the void deck until the rain get smaller.. so we left there talking talking... and it take photo times.. hee.. den we keep take and take until he sae his eye and mouth numb le.. hahax.. after tt iis around 7pm le.. hahas.. 4 mi 2 go hm le.. and a kiss 4 him and to him " happy birthday to u my dear".. hee..sweet ba?.. enjoy all the moments with him no matter wat.. love hiim so much..... till de end..
LOOK! i looking at u !! heex...
actiing like a stupid fool haha.. i mean him ok?
sweet sweet couple of life.. i love him and he shd love mi too.. LOLX!
Have a nice coffee and ya kun.. to warm up the cold raining weather outside.. yum!

my workplace.. so fun with them ya.. heezx,,

2007-01-05T10:07:00.000+08:00

yawn.. tiired ar.. erm.. nothing 2 do in the morning so i come online and update my blog lohx.. ermm.. goiing back work 2 c charmaine , megan olreadi.. heezx... duno today gt customer 4 mii or nt lehzx?.. if not this month commission sure less again.. my last month iis like onli $120+ wakao.. last last month at leat i gt around $200 + lehx.. nvm la.. i hv them 2 work with mii i enough le la.. if not reali veri boring lehzx.. duno wat 2 update lehzx.. erm.. next thu dear de birthday le.. wat should i buy 4 him lehzx?.. wallet tt he wan? GUESS watch?.. c how ba.. nothing 2 write le.. hahazx.. just a short wan.. dearest charmaine and mii

my cute consultor megan heezx..

This crystal cost $699 in our " magic room" anyone?

megan and taryn... both so pretty rite?

i helping jean yip 2 advertise this coat.. hahazx..

i miss all my friends...

2006-12-19T12:20:00.000+08:00

this few month no update my blog le.. coz no time 2 update lohx... sanx.. now working at vivo jeanyip hub ya.. so far sia.. i frm tampines go vivo around 45-1hr lehx.. but at least there i gt alot gd collegues hahax.. ermm.. but alot ppl there lohzx.. last sat and sun i work non stop and 6pm den eat my breakfast+lunch+dinner and somemore OT.. my OT hrs iis like going 2000min+ and now still gt new massage training.. tiired sia.. today i can update my blog iis becoz i sick le.. today MC lohzx.. hahazx.. if i nt sick den i sure canoot rest and hv time 2 online.. but yesterday i hv a dream abt my past relationship.. duno y.. maybe all my memories come back.. i selfish i noe.. i sick and tinking of my bf will come 2 my side and take care of mi.. but he told mii tt he tired oso so he nt coming 2 find mii.. if iis past relationship i noe he will b there 4 mii no matter hw tired and hw far he iis.. he will b there 4 mii.. hahazx.. i tink too much le ba... i noe relationship canot be compare but sometime there still something past relationship will do better den the relationship now... just hope tt my dream wun come true .. coz i nt wanting him 2 get hurt coz i noe he love his gf now.. sae their photos in hongkong i feel so sweet 4 them.. i tink their relationship will last coz i tink she will treasure him coz he reali a nice and wonderful guy tt i ever noe ... as 4 mi.. i tink my realtionship oso nt bad ba.. hahazx.. dun talk abt this sad things le la.. 2moro going back work and start busy again.. hahazx... wan go rest le... so tired.. I MISS SZEHUI and all my dear friend lehzx.. when we hv time 2 be together?.. ever szehui birthday i oso nv celebrate with her.. i feel so bad

.... new shopping VIVO CITY"

2006-10-12T09:38:00.000+08:00

Back 2 blog.. alway after work come hm veri tired le.. so no time 4 blog.. heez.. erm.. on 9 of oct my dear and i went 2 vivo city.. de new shopping and it de biggest shopping in singapore oso.. actually we plan go somewhere de but mum tell us 2 go there and c c .. den dear listen 2 my mum lohzx.. no la.. actually iis listen more frm mi onli.. haahzx.. den after tt we take mrt go habourfont lohzx.. den alof ppl worzx.. last time habourfont onli those going sentosa ppl but nw alot sia.. den we go walk walk there.. love de roof top.. iis so becautiful .. and de opposite iis sentosa.. take some photo.. just love those becautiful scene.. den continue walk walk and walk.. wakaozx.. iis damn big tt we will like tt of whether tis way hv we been before or nt.. hahazx.. de shopping design gt a bit like marina sqaure.. coz iis a confusing shopping oso... haahzx.. den we drop by 2 habourfont centre just beside vivo city and somemore they r conbinated.. strange rite?... but there much different.. de different iis one iis old and one iis new.. hahazx... bulshit rite?... but if u been there.. u will noe wat i am talking abt.. den after tt meet huilee 2 pass her some clothes coz she going 2 her friend wedding den lend her some dress.. den after t dear fetch mii go bus stop and den home sweet home.. heezx... next time start work le.. boring.. end my blog le..

dear and mii take at e roof top of de vivo city.. nice scene rite?.. so becautiful....

nice view frm vivo city... can hv a nice view of sentosa and de big big sea.. haha...

i love tis photo so much... and i am de wan who capture this.. dun u tink iis prefect?.. sentosa with a boat there.. heezx...

wish 2 take de cabin car there... but.. i scare... hahazx.. no use rite?..

too much "wu" on top so it hard 2 take photo with our eye wide open but i did it.. but my dear fail 2 open.. hahazx.. nvm den..

nice supper with them yaa..

2006-10-02T09:10:00.000+08:00

Last friday we go 800+ there eat lohzx.. coz eric resign le.. so tis our last celebration le.. i after work wait 4 dear wait 4 him den go together.. den askk wu he wat time go? he sae 10pm+ ba.. den after tt meet dear finish le.. meet all of them.. we r de last 2.. hahazx.. gt ah wu, ah soon, ah boon, ah bao, ah heng, eric and his wife and son and lu yan and my dear and mii lohzx.. hee.. den start eat lohzx.... hee... den they start talk taklk... den iis time 2 sae speech frm heng , lu yan and eric.. mi and wu keep laugh and laugh.. canot stand those mushy words worzx.. this all some of de photo i take there de.. hee.. nobody noe..

eric wu and soon... hee
ah soon boon and ah bao..
3 brothers... heezx.. wu soon and boon.. heezx...
them again.... becoz they sit near mii ba. .. take them earlier.. hahazx...
ah heng and boon hin.. heezx..

wat a bad dae... a day hv waste...

2006-09-23T22:50:00.000+08:00

morning wake up.. yesterdae off worzx.. coz xizhen tt time call mii go celebrate her sis birthday... den yesterday we plan 2 go lohzx.. den they meet us at 2pm at tampines control station lohzx.. but i wan go repair my phone first so i meet huilee and szehui early for lunch lohzx.. den after tt szehui and si xuan go their grandmum hse help their grandmum cut hair lohzx.. den huilee accompany mii go century square nokia shop repair my phone.. wakaozx.. wait 4 the Qs.. so damn long lohzx.. wawit for almost around half and hr .. i tink iis more den tt lehzx... but huilee so gd worzx.. acc mii lohzx.. den after tt xz call sae wan meet at 230pm lohzx.. den at least still gt time 4 us lohzx... but... when reaching 215pm.. die.. wait we sure late de.. but just in time my number... hee.. den after tt we rush there le.. can u believe it?.. at least we r de second ealier.. hahazx.. cant believe it.. den after tt xz they all come... den sae liya bf.. quite ok lohzx.. den after tt xz sae she wan go arcade .. den we play lohzx.. play while le.. den dunno where 2 go.. the thing tt i angry iis tt.. who iis the birthday gal on tt day?.. liya or xizhen? who acc us?.. maybe lia iis angry with us coz the place they wan go like kbox la.. steanboat at marina bay la... we all dun wan go.. but we hv no choice lehzx.. we dun hv money lehzx.. nw iis end of de month le lehzx.. where we gt money 2 go so many places.. den actually we wan go watch movie.. at least nt so expensive ma... den they dun wan.. den i veri angry.. reali veri ... iis like i take my off day becoz of her birthday den end up lehzx?... we r treat tt r nt their group .. so wat 4 chio us out lehzx?... nvm.. forget it le.. dun talk abt unhappy thing .. den after tt we go somewhere outside TM lohzx.. we hv fun there.. talk abt past.. our past relationship.. hahazx. veri funny lehzx.. miss secondary sch days.. hw we happy in secondary sch.. den talk talk.. xz wan meet her sis 2 kbox le.. den after tt huilee wan go hm le... den szehui go meet weiliang le.. den i go take my phoe at nokia there den after tt.. mii and si xuan go take bus .. she go hm den i go ws find my dear lohzx.. but he too busy le.. so i go hm le.. coz i headache.. a off day spend like tt.. reali disappointed abt tt lohzx.. nvm la.. wait for next off day lohzx. ohh... 2moro i going back whitesand le. but dear off worzx.. sianzx.. nothing 2 write le worzx..

我和我的最爱...

2006-09-21T09:30:00.000+08:00

...monday dear dear work morning shift ma.. den i mc tt day.. stomachache i guess maybe becoz my period coming .. den morning i go take mc at tampines polyclinic call my sister askk her wther gt meet her weiliang or nt.. den gt lohzx.. but they veri gd lohzx.. still come and find mi coz alot ppl at polyclinic ar.. sianzx.. den after tt weiliang wan buy his bro birthday present den we go century eat first den after tt go walk walk.. weiliang sae his bro wan big big mug so we go find lohzx.. end up duno whether he gt buy de mug we saw at tampines mall or nt.. coz i go off awhile and go meet my dear... heezx.. we quarrelled abt his friend.. iis just i jealous la den quarrelled with him lohzx.. den in de end i apologise lohzx.. "throw face rite?'" nvm ... i love him ma.. no choice.. hahazx.. den i gt nothing 2 do den keep force him 2 take photo with mii lohzx.. hahazx.. tt my day.. hahzx.
美丽和帅气得我们..
可爱的我们...
幸福的我们...
我要你紧紧的牵住我... 永远不能放手...
犹豫的我们...

我的两个好姐妹... our trip to bugis + suntec + de way to mrt..

2006-09-18T10:19:00.000+08:00

...erm...we meet at 120pm today.. but end up all late.. hahazx.. den after tt we go bugis le.. buy liya and wu de birthday present.. we all so budget coz iis like middle of de month.. de ourr money iis like... hahazx.. jus budget la.. er... den shop there lohzx.. szehui bought a skirt tt i tink iis like go perform iin a cosplay.. szehui ar.. u askk us whether will go out with u. my answer iis tt i will confirm go out with u but... hahazx.. different way we walk ok? a distance away and nv shout my name.. hahazx.. jk nia.. no matter hw u wear.. u jio mii out i sure go out de la.. but must i free la.. hee.. den did huilee buy anything?....ermm... i tink dun hv ba.. just buy liya present lohzx.. as 4 mii.. i bought a pair of earrring tt so budget.. cost mii $2 onli.. hahazx.. den... after tt we go buy ice-cream eat lohzx.. den walk 2 suntec coz i wan find chris and return her de dinner dress i lend from her last yr durin ya kun DND.. so fast worzx.. tis yr wan coming soon... hahazx.. erm.. den de way 2 suntec.. we talk talk lohzx.. eat ice-cream lohzx... seriouslly horzx... ice-cream make us thisty lezx.. den we reach suntec ya kun.. find chris lohzx.. talk with er.. den found out too many things happen at de outlet lohx... just hope she take care lohzx.. and eric oso.. den szehui and huilee drink ice milo lohzx den i drink ice milk tea lohzx.. and horzx.. i wan complain!! i dun hv eggs 2 eat and they both get free wan.. stupid jing quan.. jk nia.. hahazx.. den after tt going 5pm le.. iis time 4 us all 2 go back le.. den we talk talk den reach de way 2 citylink but..... end up iis blocked by de IMF... wakaozx.. den we hv 2 walk a veri big way from de milenia walk there to marina square and den.. citylink.. de time we take 2 walk finish and reach mrt there.. iis 1hrs.. so long rite?... stupid sia.. den all our leg ache lohzx.. i promise ar.. after de IMF den i go suntec ar..hahazx.. i guess maybe.. hahazx.. den finally we in de train.. huilee stop at tampines and mii and szehui go pasir ris find wu.. pass him his bithday present lohzx.. hahazx... den after tt szehui go back... and mii go find my dear lohzx... den after tt go eat dinner with dear den so walk walk den after tt.. i tiired le.. go hm le.. ........our long long way from suntec + milenia walk + marina square + citylink... den mrt....
i take their photo when i de last 2 walk tis long long way... wakaozx..

.... i take for szehui de.. hee... at suntec de fountain there.. while huilee iis in de toilet.. hahazx..
.... we both pretty gals taking photo... long time no take photo with my dearest sister le... heezx... my face so big rite?.. hahazx.. nvm... hahazx..

i just look take photo...

2006-08-20T11:11:00.000+08:00

i jut love mirror photo takng.. hahaz.. i love de reflection form de mirror.... do i look pretty in it?.. i hope so... hee...
i was kanna abuse yesterday by OUR TEACHER... hahazx..
i love tis photo.. just love myself so much..

大美女!! 有看过吗?哈哈... 我就是脸皮厚啦!! .....

2006-08-13T21:49:00.000+08:00

在做工的时候拍的!! 美吗?

大美女!! 有看过吗?哈哈... 我就是脸皮厚啦!! .....

美不美? 哈哈.. 我们是可爱教主噢!!...

2006-08-13T21:29:00.000+08:00

.........老师and 我们......

美吧!!! ........

就只爱他一个...

2006-08-07T23:50:00.000+08:00

........ 我很珍惜现在我爱的人.... 就只爱他一个... 永远不还变心...... 就是他.....
.....我的宝贝老公...

就只爱他一个... .... .....

唯一的内疚.....

2006-08-07T23:17:00.000+08:00

昨晚忽然间... 想起了过去的事... 想起了他.. 在我心里唯一的内疚...为何会想到他?.. 是因为看到他的blog.. 看到他和他未来的女朋友的照片吗?.. 还是想起了他为了我留在他手上的那疤痕?.. 但我看到他那么的快乐.. 真的为他高兴.. 我知道我带给他的只有恨... 永远的恨..对不起! 看他的blog 说他的未来女朋友问他...他手上的疤痕是怎么弄到.的.. 他说... " is a silly thing that i have done , it not worth it at all"... 看到这.. 我眼泪流了下来... 不知道为么... 就是一直流... 我真的是伤了他太深了...是到了无法原谅的地步... 但无论怎样.. 你成经是我很爱得人.. 但是我不好.. 没珍惜你.. 我爱上了别人.. 对不起! 我只希望我们可以做回朋友.. 过去的事就就算了...
..................回忆永远最美的............

my dear iis back.. hee..

2006-08-02T09:35:00.000+08:00

Last sunday acc family go hougang mall shop shop lohzx.. long time whole family nv go out le.. i busy working.. parent busy working.. so onli sunday we can spend time together.. hee.. hahazx.. i take tis pic when my sis enjoy singing.. hahazx... fish.. hope u like tis pic.. hahazx..

Tis pic take again in train when we in train going 2 work in de early monday morning.. hahazx.. we alway hv nothing 2 do in the trai.. soo.. hahazx.. just take pic anywhere we can..

My dear iis back from malaysia.. hee.. he bought mii couple ring lehzx.. good worzx.. actually when he tell mii he buy something tt i sure love it.. i guess iis de ring le.. coz i wan de ring from him so long le.. heezx.. finally iis on my hand.. hee.. thanks my dear.. i love it.. and i love u so much.. thanks for everything..

Working time... hee.zx.. tis iis all de colour u can choose coming for manicure and pendicure.. hee... u can choose .. haahazx.. wonderful colour rite?

I just love taking photo at work.. 就是很喜欢拍照。。

2006-07-30T13:28:00.000+08:00

就是很喜欢拍照。。

Tis iss the list show de prices and beauty Care for customer.. iis blur... but u can go jeanyip website look for tis list.. iis cheap but we all r under training.. u dare to come?.. try come try.. we did receive quite much customer each day.. coz one normal facial cost just $10.. iis so gd.. iis located at UNITED SQUARE... jeanyip group academy..

I be the model for teacher for the day.. my figure?.. noo.. iis just my face.. let her makeup nice nice.. i love her way for making mii so pretty tt dae.. thanks irene teacher..

Taking photo for si xuan.. askk her act like a nurse.. hee... or a professional therapy taking customer details.. hahazx.. watevea..

Iis my turn taking photo.. hee... i dun tink i look like any perosn.. neither and nurse nor a professional therapy.. haahzx.. just like a ah lian taking thing down on paper.. hahazx...

Fun at wOrk.. reali enjoy with them.. 很开心跟她们在一起。。

2006-07-30T13:06:00.000+08:00

I take tis pic when we learning manisure and pedicure.. hee.. but we r doing our own hand and not each other hand.. hahazx.. teacher oso sianzx.. becoz we keep fun among ourselves.. haha..

Another pic of them.. i nt in tt pic coz i taking tis pic.. they noe i love taking photo during work.. i just like taking photo when i noe hw 2 put photo in blog.. hahazx.. so i can take as much pic i like and put in my blog.. hee..

My hand hitting jing chuan face??.. hahazx.. wat am i holding?... just a bandage.. we use all tis bandages to wrap body for cold wrap and hot wrap.. hee.. cute rite?..

Jing chuan and Si xuan.. I love working with them and chrischelle.. hee.. de other hand belong to chrischelle.. hee.. we do finish our work and we start stackin.. coz teacher is on MC.. soo.. iis our world.. hahazx..

Our stacking time.. hahazx... do manisure and painting on our own feet.. hahazx.. soo many colour let us choose.. make us keep wash and paint.. wash and paint.. hahazx.. too much colours.. hard to choose..

数到五答应我。。曹格Gary.. i love tis song..

2006-07-30T12:30:00.000+08:00

数到五答应我。。曹格Gary..

i change the lyrices.. sorry chao ge..

One 让你保护我。。 Two 让你照顾我。。Three 所有的要求不能当做游戏。。Four 接受这命运。。Five 永远不分离。。说~ 我愿意。。Wanna be your lover... i wanna you to be my man.. hee..

我忍我忍我忍。。。

2006-07-26T09:10:00.000+08:00

During work yesterdae.. gt 3 korean customer come 2 our salon, they need 2 do manicure and pedicure.. but our senior is busy with other facial customer.. den no choice.. jing chuan askk teacher whether we can help as we still canot handle customer coz we r nt stable yet.. den teacher no choice do let us try coz they sae they take appointment olreadi.. den we help them file their nail lohzx.. den the mother veri de kao bei lohzx.. chee bye!! kao bei non stop lehzx.. make my mood actually gd de.. den let her kao bei.. sae wat our skill canot make it la.. veri poor la.. watever.. our iis school of acedemy.. u canot read izzit?.. all is new student.. wat u wan us 2 do?.. somemore u just pay $10 for manicure and need 2 kaobei us for 1hr?.. u eat shit la.. after she kao bei.. i sms ah ee.. sae i sorry.. he tell mii 2 忍 but i canot.. so i cry.. i noe i must b strong.. but tears keep coming down.. after tt go hm le.. mum kao bei.. i reali veri tired le.. go hm canot ever rest.. still kaobei kaobei.. CHEE BYE LIFE!!

Long Long Journey HOME... i reali miiss taking bus.. hahazx..

Two lamers taking photo again.. hahazx..

workig life iis just all abt tis.. hahazx..

2006-07-25T09:03:00.000+08:00

Tis clock show tt it going 830pm and we still at raffles places met.. so tiired.. still hv a long way hm.. i guess everyday the times iis alway tis times.. wat i am talking?.. duno.. hahazx.

My partner jing chuan during facial time.. tis mask is i do 4 her de.. hee.. hw? nice ma?.. shiok lehzx.. de mask cold cold de.. den u can relax there.. abit scary oso rite?.. hahazx.. somemore nw.. 7th month olreadi.. hahazx.

i reali gt nothing better2 do in the long journey hm in trainso i take i just love taking photo of myself and just need 2 find somemore thing better 2 let mii do.. hahazx. Tis photo ar.. iis oso nothing 2 do den i tell sixuan take together with mii de.. hahzx... i create a way tt i push de metal bar 2 her.. but.. i guess tis photo too blur.. if nt so blur.. maybe tis photo iis nice.. hee..

Again and again.. we take photo while we waiting 4 train hahazx..

我好想好想你噢。。你有在想我吗？

2006-07-24T09:18:00.000+08:00

Plaza Singapura.. nothing 2 do take de..

Alone in mrt?.. afternoon time?.. city hall station?.. i telling de truth.. iis just de train just left.. so nobly le.. hahazx..

Mirror Mirror i love you.. hahazx.. i take at plaza S & K shop fitting room outside de mirror.. szehui iis trying shirt inside tis mirror.. hahazx..

Plaza reali hv alot ants.. tis photo show tis shopping iis full of ant peoples.. hahazx.

Finally today off le.. happy to off lehzx.. not becoz i dun like de work.. iis like long time no shop shop le.. hee.. went PS with szehui, sixuan and weiliang..ermm.. i wanted to go the spotlight there buy cross stites de.. but design not nice or the price too expensive.. so no choice.. den after tt sixuan duno meet who.. den szehui and weiliang wan go back study for szehui coming exam.. actually wanted 2 meet wu at 5pm after he work.. den i shop until i forget the time den if i from plaza here go ws is around 6pm+.. den i sae i go bedok find him lohzx.. den he sae he tired wan go back.. den let he b lohzx.. he wan rest den rest.. den after tt actually wan go city hall find chris de.. den when i reach city hall i call her.. she sae she just reach hm fm work.. sianzx.. den nw hw?.. i alone at city hall.. so i continue look 4 my cross stites.. den city hall dun hv.. i go back tampines find lohzx.. den gt lehzx.. hee.. but still gt 2wks more.. do i hv enough times?.. i hope so... thanks hui and xuan and weiliang.. thanks 4 the day...

my job.. my dream .. my everything now ...

2006-07-23T00:00:00.000+08:00

Do i look like a nurse or a beauty therapy? hahazx.. i love tis job seriouly.. tis job iis 2 find back all de confident and look for girl with poor skin or a relaxing way 2 let us massage..

mii and my partner... haahzx .. he keep mii touch her face everydae and hv 2 tolerate my mistaken everythin and let mii do over and over.. haha.. poor thing.. hahazx..

i take tis photo during eat snake time hahazx.. nothing 2 do ma.. den take photo lohzx... hahazx.. pretty rite?.. i pose like those professional de beauty therapy lehzx.. hahazx..

She part of happy thing in work.. she spend the most time with mii i tink.. coz our working 11-8pm everything so she hv 2 face mii for so long time.. poor her.. haha sixuan.. my best friend sister.. haha.. thanks for being there for mii in work .. oohh ya.. tis photo i took for her de... chiobu rite? of course la.. my friend lehzx..

I hv 2 face tis place everyday exclude SUNDAY.. tis my work station.. filling ppl face.. hahazx.. no la... make every girl tt cvome pretty pretty de.. but.. i just train for 1wks.. u dare 2 come?.. hahazx.. i hope u consider it first before u come 2 mi.. " serious "

我的生日party。。to be continue...

2006-07-16T22:11:00.000+08:00

我的生日蛋糕。。美吗？很美吧！那当然！我宝贝买的。。

我醉了。。OMG!! 好丑。幸好有我宝贝帮我按摩。。很舒服。。

新眼镜！美吗？cool 吧？。。我的姐妹买给我的生日礼物！

这是我干弟买给我的生日礼物！thanks kelvin di 4 ur present.. i love it!

de dessert iis so nice yaa.. delicious..

2006-07-14T23:06:00.000+08:00

i love de ice cream there.. soo becautiful yaa.. and delicious.. yum yum..

i take tis photo serectly coz de restaurant actually iis no photo allow de.. hahazx.. dun care la..

The On de Pan restuarant.. Located at Raffles City Shopping Mal.. hee.. at leveal bastment 1.. try it.. iis so nice..

我生日要到了噢。。Happy Birthday to mii .. haha

2006-07-14T10:21:00.000+08:00

我生日要到了噢。。只有一张生日卡。。

it's my birthday..

The only card iis from ya kun .. haha..

我是SUPERWOMEN！！

2006-07-13T12:47:00.000+08:00

我是SUPERWOMEN！！

Zoom in.. any pimples? haha..

i miss my long hair.. sob**

hw tis pic?.. i edit de colour de..

i take at takeshimaya after a makeover session..

new image ? new mii ? hahaxz..

我和他。。。

2006-07-13T12:30:00.000+08:00

我终于找到我喜欢的工了。。好高兴噢，真的好高兴。。是在jean yip 做学习美容师。。很后悔没早点学。。但我会怕。。怕我和他的见面的时间会越来越少。。但他说不会的。。要我对他有点信心，也对自己有信心。。我可以吗？。。我知道我可以的！！。。我拜一就开始了。。
好想好想好想好想他。。。。。

...... Muack..

my dar and mii.. hee.. loving yaa.. just you & mii ..

2006-07-13T10:58:00.000+08:00

take at hiis hse.. i love tis photo most..
take at de chalet during my 18th birthdae..
MUACKZ!!! i love hiim so much..
do we look alike? haha...
we just love to take photo in de dark haha..
tis taken at my hse de..

....... I LOVE YOU .... JUST YOU & MII....

2006-07-13T10:12:00.000+08:00

Finally know hw 2 put photo iin my blog.. am i stupid?.. my sis all noe den i tink i de last 2 know.. so i need 2 put as much photo as possible.. hahazx... so now i decide 2 put pic of mii and my friends, my beloved and my family.. i just a little gal tt just started learning 2 put photo there.. hee..

My new phone. NOKIA6280 hee..

mii and sis taken at .... hahazx.. u look behind us

I love my phone yaa.. hee.. am i loving in tis phone?

all my loving friend + mii hee..

My cousin birthday.. at changi chalet.. hee..

super band... i love J3..

2006-07-12T10:43:00.000+08:00

.....J3 de best..

i love full house tis show..

2006-07-12T10:38:00.000+08:00

... rain so cute ya.. cheek red red de.. edit de la.. haha..
i love tis show FULL HOUSE.. sooo... romantic..
they look like real couple rite?.. so loving..

sisters 4 life.. my best friendz in my life szehui...

2006-07-12T10:03:00.000+08:00

tis photo take at.. erm... during huilee last yr birthdae.. hee

We love neoprint.. haha

again.. neoprint.. haha ... take during szehui last yr birthdae.. hee..

i love sushi... hee...

2006-07-12T09:52:00.000+08:00

mr eric.. u shd thanks mii 4 taking tis photo 4 u yaa.. de prove tt show u hw much u eat...

enjoy eatin tt dae with mr eric , chris shi fu and gewn.. i miiss ya kun staff..

2006-07-12T09:48:00.000+08:00

....... i love tis pic... haha...

i wish tt mi.. coz if tt mii.. maybe ppl will show more concern abt mii.. haha..

wat i do wrong again?.. serious.. i soo tiired..

i leave there will we still together?

2006-06-26T11:25:00.000+08:00

i resign my job le .. need 2 find another job .. but my time with hiim will be less. . veri less.. hw? i dun wish 2 leave there but i canot stand de new manager and super there.. so i hv 2 leave.. i hv no choice.. who can help mii find new job? dun bother la... my mum sae take my time find new job lohzx.. iin relationship... any improvement? i dun find it so lohzx.. find it getting worse.. ermm.. dunno y leh?.. maybe last time my ex care 4 mii too much and do watever thing 4 mii so nice.. fetch mii hm everytime we go hm, whenever i need hiim.. he will b there... but hiim.. everytime i go out with him den i hv 2 go back myself.. maybe it too far 4 hiim.. but iis just like 2 bus stopp away onli.. ermm.. duno la.. maybe i hv 2 try 2 suit hiim and nt he suit mii ba.. becoz my past relaionship hv past so i canot tink anymore.. but y??? i keep think?.. just so sian le la.. watever our relationship end i just let it b natural.. next month after my birthdae... he going back malaysia again.. 4 2weeks.. wat will happen after he come back? wat will happen in our relaionship? duno... let let everything go.. sometime i reali veri tiired le.. so i dun reli bother le.. i gt my dear szehu and huileei ma.. i gt tis 2 friends.. enough le la.. i dun need 2 much le.. if he iis mine.. he will foreve b mine... if nt he will leave mii one dae... i dun askk much from hiim olreadi... love somebody iis so hard!!! being loved iis so good.. haha... MUACKZ!!! dunno give who de.. haha..

my times with hiim getting lesser & shorter le. . .

2006-06-10T22:24:00.000+08:00

tis wk ar.. sianzx... almost everydae iis work and work... non stop ar.. and hiim.. no time 4 mii and i oso dun hv time 4 hiim... haizx. becoz our shift iis different lohzx.. like tis wk i work mornin.. den he work nit... iis like veri tiired lohzx.. i noe can c hiim at work la.. but iis like we dun hv times talking 2 each other.. no matter hw tiired or stress am i.. de momen ti c hiim... everythin iis gone at tt time... i just love hiim so much u noe... i love hiim more and more... each dae i c hiim.. i love him more.. dear.. i hope u dun stress too much after ur promote now... i noe u stress but try 2 relax lohzx.. everythin will get rite when u longer at tis postion.. take care k.. i noe u wun c my blog and oso dunno hw 2 c.. i just write lohzx.. nothing 2 talk ma... haha.... MuaCkzx!!!!!!! i miss my friends.. like my dearest sister lee szehui haha... like gt alot of thing wan tell u leh.. but.. duno leh.. haha... just miss u la...

i cut my hair . . regret. .

2006-05-31T12:54:00.000+08:00

last sat suddenly wan cut my hair... oso dunno y.. just wan cut off my long hair den go whitesand.. one new open salon cut lohzx. . after cut reali regret.. i tink maybe too short le.. but wat 2 do?.. i alway do thing tt i will regret in de end... no coice but hv 2 wait 2 let it grow back long again.. but hw long must i wait?... 1yrs?.. 2yrs?.. my birthdae iis just 2month ago... sianzx... nowdaes keep work and work non stop.. until i reali veri tiired le.. wish 2 change new job but where 2 get new job tt i like?... gwen recommend mii 2 go her sis tt work as makeup artist but can i?... am i sutiable 4 tt job?... duno.. just wait and c lohzx. . going work soon.. so tiired.. everydae like no mood go work and alway like nt enough sleep... nothin 2 write le.. stop here ba...

Sick but still hv 2 work haiz nO choice

2006-05-17T13:34:00.000+08:00

morning wake up start flu le. . so tiired. . i hate 2 off on mondae de.. becoz off on mondae den hv 2 work de rest 6daes. . tiis week all afternoon shift . . iis enough sleep 4 mii but i dun like work at nite coz durin nite nobody will come and eat during nite time. . nobody. . i prefer people come and eat den de time will run fast. . so if there nobody come and eat den the time iis so damn slow.. borin. . startin 2 fever le i tink.. feeling cold and whole body iis aching le. . tiired... nothin write le... going 2 work le... " True Love Never Run Smooth"....

chaO ge SUPERWOMEN . . . i like tiis song so much

2006-05-12T13:16:00.000+08:00

tt dae workin tell kengkai let mii c his phone coz his phone alway gt new song de. . so i take and hear all de song lohzx. . den i hear de superwomen . .de moment i hea tis song i like tis song le. .reali so relax and so meaningful . . just love tis song. . haha. . ermm. . den i go buy caho ge cd at bugis. . haha. . cheap cheap onli de nvm lohzx.. onli like $7 ma. . den after hear his album, find tt not onli de superwomen nice. de fall in love and many more lohzx. .all not bad wo. . and now wanting 2 find more song abt TANK.. . tt stupid boi ah wu tell mii 2 hear de song he sing. .he highly recommend. . should i trsut him? haha.. todae iis vesak day. haa... nothin 2 sae le. .

just another dae. . so boring

2006-04-30T23:26:00.000+08:00

long time no update my bloge le. . ermm. . so tiired . todae work morning 7am again. . so tiired . . den todae damn busy u noe . wat the. . 730am start nobody leh. . .den after tt around 8am+ start and nv stop at all until around 12pm+. .u noe wat? i stand at de toaster there damn hot and nvm. . so busy tt i nv notice the toaster there den my hand kanna tt iron metal thing. .so pain . . until now still pain u noe. . den after work go taka with gwen and andrew lohz. . go find gwen sis working at take lohzx. . she havin a makeover fair there den we join lohzx. hahazx. . i makeup until. .hahazx. . veri de chio . . hahazx. .just kiddin nia. .iis just not like mii lohzx. . den after tt i went back ws find ee. . let him c my makeover lohzx. .den he sae nice lehzx. . wow sia. . hee. . he sae pretty den i veri de happy lehzx.. den after tt i take taxi home le. . so tiired. . hahazx. . nothing 2 write le. .

everydae i miss my bed soo much haha . . .

2006-04-13T21:19:00.000+08:00

tis few daes alway work morning den veri tiired lehzx. . alway 7-3pm den after work talk with chris, jin quan and with peiqi and andrew lohzx. . . tis alway wat we do after work. . yesterdae i wait 4 eric finish work den go with wen xin go tampines 505 there drink lohzx. .. take mrt den walk and walk . . walk pass kbox there.. near KFC there. . i think iis DBS de atm there saw my ex(jeremy) parents. . iis like i saw his dad first. . i was shocked tt he smile at mii and his mum iis checking on the atm. .i glad tt they still recongise mii lehzx. . i am ashamed of tt u noe?. . iis like i am the wan who hurt their son but they still at least smile at mii.. i reali so glad of tt. . aiya. . forget it ba. . it past le. . at least they treat mii veri gd when i am with their son. . hee. . den reach 505 there . . i sick arzx. .so i nv drink much. .den after tt peiqi call mii sae tt they wan come find mii den come lohzx. . .den after tt go pasir ris there find jin quan they all lohzx. . so tiired so after go there.. i go hm le.. so nice 2 b in bed. . haha.. today work morning again... so happy when i c the clock iis 3pm. . haha.. but today. . after work go near-by block give our new promotion flyers ya. . boring but fun ya. haha. . but from wed i off until now i sick lehzx. . cough den flu oso. . . den gt uclers. . wat de. . maybe just stop smoking fiirst lohzx. . no choice. . erm.. from morning i miss... my bed soo much . . when i reach hm .. after i bath finsh i just canot wait 2 go bed as soon as possible u noe . . but iis like after i bath finish . . haizx. . .boring. . i nt tiired le. . den now i am here logging on my friendster and blog den update lohzx. . i think nothing le ba. . 2moro iis good fridae. . and i still work morning 2moro. . soo tiired. but nvm ya. . 2moro can c my dear at work. . whenever i c hiim i am so happy. . no matter how tiired am i, i just love 2 c hiim. . hee. . i miss whenever mii and hiim depart. . i love hiim hug mii tight tight de. . . and a kiss gdbye. . i will b happy le. .hee. . thanks dear. if nt u alway b there for mii when i tiired and sad.. i think i canot one dae nv c hiim lehzx. . i miss him so much. . Muackzx!

»»-(¯`v´¯)--» L.O.V.E J.O.O.N E.E . . ..»»-(¯`v´¯)--»

!!! Just a bad dae !!!

2006-04-08T11:55:00.000+08:00

yesterdae working. . i work with peiqi they all den chris off den she put in charge of the cash ar. . handle money i will stress wan . . nt like 1 or 2 dollar leh. . iis 2 hundred 3 hundred leh . . . den closing time ee come find mii askk mii whether i finish work but i was counting money ar .. den he stand infront of mii. . i canot concentrate u noe?. . somemore my sale yesterdae short $10+. . iis like do i still hv the mood 2 talk 2 hiim? den i shouted at him " can u just stand outside?" den he sae he wan go hm den i sae go hm den i veri hot olreadi den i sae wan go hm go la. . talk so much 4 wat? iis like everybody iis waiting 4 mii 2 do finish my counting becoz i dun hv the key of the door. . auntie iis waiting 4 mii den she can close door. . we 10pm last order den around 1020pm actually we should b can close le. . but yesterdae i am the onli left nt finish. . den no choice. . tell auntie give mii the key lohzx. .. i around 11pm i count until no choice le. . i call chris and tell her help mii settle 2moro morning. . den i go out. . tough ee will wait 4 mii outside u noe. . somemore yesterdae my dad last min hiis goods come den nv come fetch mii. . thinking of hiim waiting outside 4 mi i fetching mii hm. . but. . .end up i nv c anybody. . i call hiim thinking of maybe he go somewhere first. . becoz he c mii counting. . i call first time. . no answer. . second time. . no answer. . third time . . still no respond. . den chris call mii askking mii whether y i so carless and askking mii 4 the sales.. . den after talk finish with her. .i call hiim again. . he finally answer. . but u noe wat he sae? i askk hiim whether where iis him now? he sae he at hm olreadi. . u noe i feel? so bad. . den after tt i msg hiim alot of things abt our relationship . . watever i sae. . he gt thing 2 comment. . den he sae whether i sae i oso comment. . but it not truth. i nv sae anything. . aiya. . watever la. . we like 1week can quarrelled almost everydae la. . dunno wat 2 sae le. . tt all. .

'' thanks for the dae sister & sister-in-law ''

2006-03-21T12:07:00.000+08:00

yesterday on 20th march. . . i damn super boring lohzx. . . nobody at hm and i alone leh. . . den i call szehui lohzx. . . den i askk her where she iis den she reachin siser-in-law hse le. . . aiya so i sae nvm le lohzx.. dun wish 2 b the * lightbulb* ar. . . den wanted 2 meet huilee de. . . den she like dun feel like going coz she need 2 study 4 her exam den i dun wan force le. . . finally... no choice 2 sms szehui lohzx.. just hope tt sister-in-law dun mind lohzx. . .haha. . . actually wanted 2 meet them at bedok interchange de. .. den szehui sae she study for her exam at sister-in-law hse near-by. . if wan oso meet mii at 430pm buttt..... i boring like fuck le. . den i sae i go sister-in-law hse find them lohzx.. haha. . ermm.. den i around 2pm+ reaCh lohzx den after tt go sister-in-law hse awhile coz tt gal wan go toilet den after tt we go bedok interchange eat KFC lohzx.. haha. . den after tt walk walk there.. reali find them beri match leh. . in which view oso find them suit each other so much. . . haha. . .den walk until around 4pm+. . . i think they should b going back sister-in-law mum there eat dinner le.. so i think i dun wan disturb them le. . haha... after leaving. . i reali wan thanks them so much for taking their time 2 acc mii tis wu liao gal. . . haha.. so to my dear sister & sister-in-law szehui and weiliang. . . reali thanks for the wonderful day!! thanksQ~. . . 2more going back work le.. boring.. . boring so sian. . but no coice. .. earn more money ma. . tt all for my blog le. . .

*misss him * shU xiaN L0VE jOon ee *

. . .Getting to the next steps. . .

2006-01-23T15:10:00.000+08:00

toward my next step make mii reali stress. . . . my job. . . OMG!! i was reali abt 2 resign tis job & find some job tt i reali dream of & reali interest iin but after i was abt 2 resign, my manager tellin mii tt he wan 2 promote mii as 2 superviour. . . tt make mii realli confused at e start. . .but wat make mii reali settle down. . . iis my superviour. . . i respect her and we can hang out with her athough her age iis same as my mum. . . to mii she iis just like my BIG BIG sister. . . haha. . . becoz of her i decide 2 take up tis challenge. .. i noe it stress 4 mii. . . becoz my promotion need mii 2 hv my proper training within 3months. .. just hope everything will b ok and let mii promote. . .haha. .. getting my new uniform. . . haha.. .butt i scare after i promote. .. i hv 2 xi shen my time with my family, friend & my beloved. . . i will not hv much time with them anymore. . . my manager hv tell mii 2 get prepare for everything. . . include my bf. . . haha.. no choice.. iif one dae he choose 2 leave mii. .. i noe i am wrong. . . but i hv 2 earn alot and alot of money 2 give my parent so tt they can enjoy their life. . .

abt hiim. . . .

just one wks more. . . he going back malaysia for 2 wks. .. i noe i will miss hiim. . . just like last yr. .. but wat 2 do?no choice. . . i cant let hiim not 2 go back and see hiis parents and friends rite?. . . no matter wat hapen when he come back. . . i hv prepare for the worst. . . haha. . .i now just need 2 concentrate on my job and go 4 my dream 2 buy car and ever a house of my own & my parents. . . toward love, i hv nothing 2 wait. . . toward love i tiired. . . he 2 mii iis the onli wan i can trust now. . . iif one dae he choose 2 leave. . . i hv lose confidence iin love. . .i hv iin love for e fourth time. . . first iis i love hiim more den he doo.. second wan. .. i noe he love mii more den i do. . . and third wan.. we hv nv start at all but the memories he give mii iis the most. .. and nw hiim. . . i can sae i love him more den he do. . ....... . . . . .

" workiing soo tiired ''

2006-01-02T16:29:00.000+08:00

long tiime no go online le... becoz i keep work and work.. no time 4 myself & my boi.. no choice ya.. chinese new yr comiing le.. my mum tell mii work and buy my own clothes... haiz... ermm... i work whole wk non stop veri de the tiired leh... everydae 6am hv 2 wake up.. everydae nt enought sleep de... haiz.. ermm.. maybe iis becoz of holidae.. the ppl come and eat non stop and everything i cut my finger la... the boiling water kanna my hand la... alot of injurly ah.. erm.. nothing 2 write le leh.. but haha.. my hubby birthdae comiing le leh.. iis on next wed 1/11/2006... haha... planning 2 buy something 4 hiim but... nothing come iin my mind... just hopping he will like watever i buy.. haha.. maybe planning 4 mp4 4 hiim... or maybe budgt.. haha.. no money le... stop here le la.. go bath den go sleep le... soooo tiired...

shuxian....

...my one yr anniversay.. .

2005-12-06T15:39:00.000+08:00

ermm... my 1yr wif hiim.. ermm... iis on last tue la.. no time 2 update my blog ah.. until now after work den update loh.. ermm.. on tt dae ah.. we go out as usual loh.. nothing special happen and no surprise 4 mii and no present 4 mii.. and our lunch iis at food court... coz i tell hiim we eat anywhere oso can la.. no need resturant or wat la.. den we go bugis walk walk den after tt we go paya lebar buy clothes loh.. we sae he wan buy shirt and he tell mii 2 choose watever i like but i insist dun wan.. aiya.. i dun wan hiim 2 waste money la.. coz the clothes there all i dun like leh.. so wat 4 i waste the money leh?.. haha... den after tt huilee wan meet mii go buy szehui birthdae present den i sae ok loh.. den we take mrt back 2 tampines and meet huilee 2 buy the present den after tt i sae i feel like eating pizza loh.. den after tt we go eat pizzza at tampines mall loh.. haha... i oso duno y suddenly y i wan eat loh... den after tt we go back le loh... den rain loh den after tt we take bus den i reutrn hm le loh.. tt my 1yr anniversary dae wif hiim loh.. haha...

shuxian....

bad daes finally past . . .

2005-11-27T16:50:00.000+08:00

ermm... thOse bad memories finally past le.. i can relax le.. haha... no matter wat.. this few month all my friend iis by my side ya.. each of my friend iis alway important 2 mii.. my dearest sister szehui.. happy 4 herr leh... she have found someone rite 4 herr le...realli happy 4 herr.. as 4 huilee ah.. aiyo.. when am i going 2 see u with ur mr right ah?.. haha.. no la.. jokin la.. ermm... now working at ya kun.. quite stress ah.. but the auntie there still ok loh.. all treat mii like their own daughter loh.. onli "some" are not.. haha.. ermmm.. as 4 my dear.. next tue iis our one yr anniversary olreadi.. fast ya... ermm... jialt ah... tinking of buying present 4 hiim... but still canot tink leh...hard 2 buy things 4 guy ah.. ask everybody at work.. telling mii 2 buy something tt he wan.. but iif i ask hiim wat he wan.. den there will b no surprise olreadi wat.. haha... nvm.. i just try my best ah.. apologise 2 u first.. i hope i can find and buy something tt u wan.. haha... and 4 my dearest sister... lee szehui... ur birthdae comin le ah.. finally caught wif us and turn 18yr old... u ah.. dun alway keep work and work and like last wk ah.. sick ah.. i noe u nt workin wif mii le.. but u oso must take care ah.. and mr wei liang must oso take care of u ah.. haha.. no matter wat.. u still hv mii as ur sister... HAPPY BIRTHDAE!!! take care sister.. end my blog todae.. feel like sleeping olreadi.. just finish work... take care everyboody!!!

:+: TomOrrow will be a better dae :+:

2005-08-17T11:10:00.000+08:00

Long time no wrtite my blog le..ermm...how to start leh?.... aLot of bad things happen to mii this two month ah... but i did enjoy my birthdae at the chalet.. some of my sec4 friends like shao qiu bing chen la.. all come.. den bishan de.. yan ting and yin ping... and my gd friend jenny... thanks everybody... i treasure that dae... and my gang all come.. like my best buddies azhar, farhan, norain, nurdiana, shasha... my 4dearest sisiter oso.. nores, szehui, huilee and rafidah.. hee.. and my beloved.. ah ee... ermm... thanks 4 everybody nv let mii think of the unhappy things happen 2 mi... no matter wat the result it turn out... i am prepare.. just hope that everybody will still contact mi... and nv end our friendship... once again.. thanks everybody.. I LOVE U ALL ~!!!! ermm... nothing 2 write le la... take care everybody...MUACKZ~!

sorry...i did hurt u.. sorry....

2005-07-04T16:47:00.000+08:00

sorry... i now i hurt u so deeply tt i think u wun forgive mi and hate mii more... i choose 2 go back 2 u but end up i tink tt u changed... i tink maybe is my heart changed... sorry... i noe i should not stab ur heart and gone... sorry... i selfish in relationship...i am reali selfish.. sorry... for wat i did i noe u nv forgive mii.. but i hope tt we can still b friend... to him, if he cheat mi, is my problem olreadi and nv i will return 2 u.. coz i hurt u so much.. asking u for so many chances and hurt u for so many times.. sorry... i dun wan u 2 forgive mii.. u sae u hate mii.. nvm.. just hate mii.... last of all... SORRY..........truly sorry...

For friendship...
sorry szehui... i did not treasure this friendship wif u well... sorry... is up 2 u whether u wan forgive mi... i noe u dun trust mii anymore... it ok... hate mii if u wan... one more ppl hate mii... i dun mind... coz i noe i hurt too many ppl heart... but no matter wat.. u still my best friend... i reali treasure our friendship.... take care...

tOuching but sad stOry....sobsob...tear flowing down...

2005-02-27T15:58:00.000+08:00

There was once a guy who suffered from cancer...a cancer that can't be treated.

He was 18years old and he could die anytime. All his life, he was tuckin his house being taken cared by his mother.

Henever went outside but he was sick of staying home and wanted to go out for once.So he asked his mother and she gave him permission.

He walked down his block andfound alot of stores. He passed a CD store and looked through the front door for a second as he walked.He stopped and went back to look into the store.

He saw a young girl about his age and he knew it was love at first sight. He opened the door and walked in, not looking at anything else buther.

He walked closer and closer until he was finally at the front desk where she sat.She looked up and asked "Can I help you?"She smiled and he thought it was the most beautiful smile he has ever seen before and wanted to kiss her right there.

He said "Uh... Yeah... Umm... I would like to buy a CD." He picked one out and gave her money for it."Would you like me to wrap it for you?" she asked,smiling her cute smile again.He nodded and she went to the back.

She came back with the wrapped CD and gave it to him. He took it and walked out of the store.He went home and from then on, he went to that store everyday and bought a CD, and she wrapp edit for him.

He took the CD home and put it in his closet.He was still too shy to ask her out and he really wanted to but he couldn't.

His mother found out about this and told him to just ask her.So the next day, he took all his courage and went to the store.

He bought a CD like he did everyday and once again she went to the back of the store and came back with it wrapped.

He took it and when she wasn't looking, he left his phone number on the desk and ran out...!!!RRRRRING!!!The mother picked up the phone and said, "Hello?"It was the girl!!!

She asked for the boy and the mother started to cry and said, "You don'tknow?He passed away yesterday..."

The line was quiet except for the cries of theboy's mother. Later in the day. The mother went into the boy's room because she wanted tore member him.

She thought she would start by looking at his clothes. So she opened the closet.She was face to face with piles and piles and piles of unopened CDs.

She was surprised to find all those CDs and she picked one up and sat down on the bed and she started to open one.Inside, there was a CD and as she took it out of the wrapper, out fell a piece of paper.

The mother picked it up and started to read it.It said: Hi... I think U R really cute. Do u wanna goout with me? Love, JacelynThe mother opened another CD...Again there was a piece of paper. It said: Hi...I think U R really cute.

Do u wanna go out with me?Love, JacelynLove is... when you've had a huge fight but then decide to put aside your egos, hold handsandsay, "I Love You"You Have 2 Options1) Send this page to all your Fiends2) Don't send it and act like it didn't touch you.I hope You Chose 1.. I did

Till the end....memories...

2005-02-15T17:03:00.000+08:00

In My hEaRT l CaN nO lOnGEr HolD InsIDeAlL oF thE LoVE i UsE tO hiDel'll AlwAyS bE wiTh YoU....

UntIL THe VerI EndIn tHIS WorlD TheRE Is NOt PlacE i'd RatHER BeYoU aRE My LiFe,
My SouL,
My GiRlAnD......

tHrough iT aLL I KNoWThat's YoU'vE coMe tO SEe thaT

YoU'Re thE OnE tIll ThE EnD...

AlL MY FrieNDs aROunD mE SAY

YoU'd Be GonE t0o So0n.....

BaBY i'm GoNna MakE TheM SeE.....
We'Ve FouND OuR wAy Back HomE......

We'lL AlwAys be tiLl The eNd..............

---(" valentive day's ")--->

2005-02-15T16:42:00.000+08:00

This valentive day...sort of happy and sad loh...both arh...happy is becoz my laogong buy thing 4 mi but is belated de...i have not open yet coz i just received todae loh...ermm...hope is something i like loh..i guess he will noe wat i like loh...ermm...i buy 4 him a watch loh..not veri expensive...i buy him watch coz i think he dun have a watch and i hope tt he can look at the watch and think of mi..hee....***daydreaming***...haha...ermmm..not happy during valentive becoz of two reasons ya...first is he nv give mi flower on valentive dae...realli upset leh...ermm...nvm la...remebering last few yr...my ex did give mi blue and pink rose b4....but seriously i dun like roses and prefer sunflower...haha...but nvm le...wat past have past le..den the second reason is he nv celebrate wif mi coz he working nite and i work in morning...so sad =(...but nvm ...as long he love mi can le...wo ai ni worzx!!! hee...Muackzx..!! wo bao beo ee^ee baobei.....i miss so....

...breathe again...

2005-02-10T18:55:00.000+08:00

__~=BrEatH AgAIn=~__

HaVE yOU WonDerEd HoW iT FeeLS WhEn it'S oVeRWoNdErED HoW itS feElS WhEn YoU juSt hAve tO stArT a NewnEVer kN0wINg WHeN YoU'Re GoiNgwHeN You fACe A bRaND New DaYiT uSEd To Be THAt WaYnOw I jUst ClosE mY eYES AnD SAyI JUSt wAnT tO bREAthE agAIN......i miss him..

!!! ermm...miss him so much..

2005-02-07T17:51:00.000+08:00

Finally work finish le..so tired sia..ermm..i two daes nv c my dear le...i miss my dear so much leh..hope later can c him loh...hoping so...new year coming le...getting hongbao from every relative...buy new clothes already..spend alot on new year shirt sia...around 100+...plus highlight my hair..straightening my hair...wow sia...die arzx...luckily new yr is once a yr onli..haha...ermm..nothing 2 add on le..just miss him....and waiting.......^-^...

...a wOnderful bReak up leTer....

2005-02-04T17:40:00.000+08:00

This is a love letter from a boy to a girl....

However,the girl's father does not like him and want them to stop the relationship......
So, the boy wrote this letter to the little girl.....

1 "The great love that I have for you
2 is gone, and I find my dislike for you
3 grows every day. When I see you,
4 I do not even like your face
5 the one thing that I want to do is to
6 look at other girls. I never wanted to
7 marry you. Our last conversation
8 was very boring and has not
9 made me look forward to seeing you again.
10 You think only of yourself
11 If we were married, I know that I would find
12 life very difficult, and I would have no
13 pleasure in living with you. I have a heart
14 to give, but it is not something that
15 I want to give to you. No one is more
16 foolish and selfish than you, and you are not
17 able to care for me and help
18 I sincerely want you to understand that
19 I speak the truth. You will do me a favor
20 if you think this the end. Do not try>
21 to answer this. Your letters are full of
22 things that do not interest me. You have no
23 true love for me. Good-bye! Believe me,
24 I do not care for you. Please do not think that
25 I am still your boyfriend...."

So bad..... However, the boy told the girl before to "READ BETWEEN THE LINES", meaning only to read the 1.3.5.7.9.11.13......So...Please read it again!....it's so smart n sweet...Interesting right??

...a tOuching lOve stoRy...

2005-02-04T17:37:00.000+08:00

A girl and guy were speeding over
100 mph on the road...

Girl: Slow down. I'm scared.
Guy: No, this is fun.
Girl: No, it's not. Please, it's too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
*Girl hugs him*
Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on
yourself? It's bugging me.

(In the paper the next day):
A motorcycle had crashed into a building because
of break failure. 2 people were on it, but only
1 survived.

The truth was that halfway down the road, the
guy realized that his breaks broke, but he didn't
want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her
say she loved him & felt her hug 1 last time,
then had her wear his helmet so that she would
live even though it meant that he would die........

the another lOve in my life..Memories tt he give mi...

2005-02-04T17:09:00.000+08:00

Ermmm...frm the dae i noe him is on Mar 19...i guess is a fridae...haiz...my story wif him...is cheong introduce mi 2 him de..thanks cheong~!!first time i saw him...honestly i dun like him at all..kind of c his face like proud proud like tt leh~!! haha...but after tt i noe him well le...he is realli a nice guy...the first time we go out is he meet mi out 4 supper during june holidae at 2004..the first time..i pasieh sia...haha...and oso tired becoxz midnight u noe?..haa...den after tt he and mi meet out often lohzx..go out eat eat...den i fall 4 him....realli...den after tt he ride mi hm wif his bicyle worzx...so sweet! & loving!!!...and he sae i am the first gal who sit his bicyle...u noe how i feel?...happy sia~!! and after tt...he is preparing 4 his dance for performance....i become his *white mice*...hee....den he teach mi and we realli enjoy wif each other...ermmm...on june the 9 i meet him go play basketball loh...den i meet his at his house loh....but horzx..rain worzx..haiz..so sad!! but stay at his house oso gOod ma...we talk talk and share our "Xing Shi" den cheong come his house leh..he chiong finish jolin den come loh...he oso poor thing larzx...ton whole nite at the airport 4 his idol jolin den.. canot c jolin...haiz...so sad..but oso cute larz he....haha...as for S.H... i oso hope he wun forget wat had hapen at his house...i nv forget it forevea....den on june the 16 2004 we celebrate my dear frend huilee birthdae worx...i ask his out oso...i actually think he wun go wif us becoz he one boi and the rest is 7 gals worzx...hee...but he go leh...his birthdae is cming le...his birthdae is on june the 30...hoping 2 celebrate wif him..ermm...buying his present actually is not easy coz i wan buy a present tt he will think of mi when he c the prsent...hee...i noe maybe is i think too much le...but..i think and think...finally i buy a soft doggie..hee..i found it beri cute so i hope he will like it de...coz accompany him in his bed..is alot of soft toys worzx..i hope he wil like it...he love the present i give him..he sae he will treasure it worzx...and when it dirty he will give the cute darling a bath...haha..tt realli make mi the whole nite canot sleep arzx...happy!!!hee...ermmm...after his birthdae is xizhen birthdae le..but he nv celebrate wif us...and oso from the moment i start working he and mi nv talk much le and oso nv meet out le...onli sometime meet out and play pool but...alot of dfferent frm last time le...and both of us like beri busy like tt leh..haiz...i think is frm this moments...we become strangers le...so sad...i dun wan it 2 happen 2 mi and him wan...coz i wan him 2 stay by my side de...but...fate nv bring us together....haa...my birthdae coming le...den i realli hope he will remeber my birthdae and celebrate wif all my dearest friend worzx...but u noe wat happen?...he forget my birthdae...tt realli the worse birthdae i ever hv...he told mi tt he mistaken the date of my birthdae..but actually he wan explain 2 mi wat realli happen...but.....i nv give his a chance...coz i realli upset and angry wif him...i hurt him...by shouting at him and nv give his time 2 explain....sorry...shu han...i realli dun mean it....realli...my wonderful story stop here...this is my first time tell a person 2 give mi a chance coz i realli love him...but we just can be veri good frend..now wat past have past le...haiz...the second wan tt i realli did love b4...!!! reGret in life !!!...

Shuxian....

new year coming...oooh...yea~!!

2005-02-04T15:56:00.000+08:00

Chinese new year comin le leh..can get hongbao le..hee..if not i becoming bankrupt le..haa..this year new year..nothing much different loh..is just get hongbao from relatives and parents...ermm..coming up is valentive dae le...ermm..this year not lonely oso...have my dear ee^ee baobei...ermm..happy tt he by my side...last few yr...celebrate wif jeRemy...is oso a thing i never forget..remeber the ring he give mi with his name and my name...the 999 heartz he fold 4 mi...he did everything tt will surprise mi and let my heart touch..but y must i treat him like tt at first?..realli regret..this regret will alway in my heart until one dae i am gone...if i not the wan who wan break wif him..the ending will not b like tt le...maybe he still my side, caring 4 mi and love mi...haiz...forget it le..it past le....wat past hv past le...but he will be the one who alway remeber in my heart..i never forget him...coz i do love him deep before .... soRry... this is the onli words tt i can sae 2 him... soRry 4 the tears u drop 4 mi.. soRry... !!! reGret in life !!!

starting again..but reGRet toward him..

2005-02-03T18:53:00.000+08:00

hee...finally i got a blog le...i anyhow anyhow oso let mi do it..haa..ermm...starting this arzx...duno how leh?excited abt getting this blog..haa..stop here today la...nothing 2 write leh...ermm..missing him!!!...after work today tired le...

Toward him..onli have reGret...soRry...2 my ex...jeRemy...