JESSICA LIM
12 April 2010Y
12:02 AM
wahsia! so long again to update this blog.. his few yr reali so busy with worrkk... haizz.. still workiin at jeanyip.. work 3yr+ le.. finding this job more and more sianx le... or can i sae u more and more stress and boring le.. like no point continue workiin like tt leh... wan to change another workkin envoirement to start a new beginning... recently. this yr i planning to get a ROM actually... but my bf is a malaysian WP.. so he need to apply... just tt we are a about to arrange everything and do our planning.. lots of things happen.. the quarrelling start to have more and more recently... izzit i too understand me or he too understand me? i am stubborn i know... but he nv give way to me... keep the way he wan... he give way when i reali throw temper to him but i think he tired and so am i... coming 6yrs together this nov... no celebration from last yr... even last yr valentine day he also work... have he reali understand me? somtime he only know how to apologise sae is all his fault but he only stopping the quarrel but he dun understand i angry becoz he dun appreciate the thoughts i helping him to solve problem and not helping him to have more problem... with him ... sometime i cant feel safe and care... or maybe is a revenge of me hurting someone tt love me so much in the past... i can feel the pain everytime i think of him.. i know he happy now with someone he love now... i can feel that he treasure every relationship he ever have... with him for 3yr in the past let me reali feel care and safe... maybe i think fate give me the wrong timing as i too young in the pat... too much temptation... end up hurting someone tt love me for the past 3yr... the wound can be heal but the memories willkeep inside the heart forever.... to me, he the one that i will not forget for life... as he the one tt love me deeply with a true heart tt i too late to feel... i wish him find his happiness!as for me, 2moro start work again.. SO BORING!!!! for the person i love and treasure now is him... the one that spend 6yrs with me... i hope he can reali respect and understand me more... becoz i cant give up this relationship....signoff......
JessicaShuxian
He is the one spending 6yr with me.... i love him!
