JESSICA LIM
26 June 2006Y
11:25 AM
i resign my job le .. need 2 find another job .. but my time with hiim will be less. . veri less.. hw? i dun wish 2 leave there but i canot stand de new manager and super there.. so i hv 2 leave.. i hv no choice.. who can help mii find new job? dun bother la... my mum sae take my time find new job lohzx.. iin relationship... any improvement? i dun find it so lohzx.. find it getting worse.. ermm.. dunno y leh?.. maybe last time my ex care 4 mii too much and do watever thing 4 mii so nice.. fetch mii hm everytime we go hm, whenever i need hiim.. he will b there... but hiim.. everytime i go out with him den i hv 2 go back myself.. maybe it too far 4 hiim.. but iis just like 2 bus stopp away onli.. ermm.. duno la.. maybe i hv 2 try 2 suit hiim and nt he suit mii ba.. becoz my past relaionship hv past so i canot tink anymore.. but y??? i keep think?.. just so sian le la.. watever our relationship end i just let it b natural.. next month after my birthdae... he going back malaysia again.. 4 2weeks.. wat will happen after he come back? wat will happen in our relaionship? duno... let let everything go.. sometime i reali veri tiired le.. so i dun reli bother le.. i gt my dear szehu and huileei ma.. i gt tis 2 friends.. enough le la.. i dun need 2 much le.. if he iis mine.. he will foreve b mine... if nt he will leave mii one dae... i dun askk much from hiim olreadi... love somebody iis so hard!!! being loved iis so good.. haha... MUACKZ!!! dunno give who de.. haha..
