JESSICA LIM
26 June 2006Y
11:25 AM
i resign my job le .. need 2 find another job .. but my time with hiim will be less. . veri less.. hw? i dun wish 2 leave there but i canot stand de new manager and super there.. so i hv 2 leave.. i hv no choice.. who can help mii find new job? dun bother la... my mum sae take my time find new job lohzx.. iin relationship... any improvement? i dun find it so lohzx.. find it getting worse.. ermm.. dunno y leh?.. maybe last time my ex care 4 mii too much and do watever thing 4 mii so nice.. fetch mii hm everytime we go hm, whenever i need hiim.. he will b there... but hiim.. everytime i go out with him den i hv 2 go back myself.. maybe it too far 4 hiim.. but iis just like 2 bus stopp away onli.. ermm.. duno la.. maybe i hv 2 try 2 suit hiim and nt he suit mii ba.. becoz my past relaionship hv past so i canot tink anymore.. but y??? i keep think?.. just so sian le la.. watever our relationship end i just let it b natural.. next month after my birthdae... he going back malaysia again.. 4 2weeks.. wat will happen after he come back? wat will happen in our relaionship? duno... let let everything go.. sometime i reali veri tiired le.. so i dun reli bother le.. i gt my dear szehu and huileei ma.. i gt tis 2 friends.. enough le la.. i dun need 2 much le.. if he iis mine.. he will foreve b mine... if nt he will leave mii one dae... i dun askk much from hiim olreadi... love somebody iis so hard!!! being loved iis so good.. haha... MUACKZ!!! dunno give who de.. haha..
10 June 2006Y
10:24 PM
tis wk ar.. sianzx... almost everydae iis work and work... non stop ar.. and hiim.. no time 4 mii and i oso dun hv time 4 hiim... haizx. becoz our shift iis different lohzx.. like tis wk i work mornin.. den he work nit... iis like veri tiired lohzx.. i noe can c hiim at work la.. but iis like we dun hv times talking 2 each other.. no matter hw tiired or stress am i.. de momen ti c hiim... everythin iis gone at tt time... i just love hiim so much u noe... i love hiim more and more... each dae i c hiim.. i love him more.. dear.. i hope u dun stress too much after ur promote now... i noe u stress but try 2 relax lohzx.. everythin will get rite when u longer at tis postion.. take care k.. i noe u wun c my blog and oso dunno hw 2 c.. i just write lohzx.. nothing 2 talk ma... haha.... MuaCkzx!!!!!!! i miss my friends.. like my dearest sister lee szehui haha... like gt alot of thing wan tell u leh.. but.. duno leh.. haha... just miss u la...