JESSICA LIM
23 January 2006Y
3:10 PM
toward my next step make mii reali stress. . . . my job. . . OMG!! i was reali abt 2 resign tis job & find some job tt i reali dream of & reali interest iin but after i was abt 2 resign, my manager tellin mii tt he wan 2 promote mii as 2 superviour. . . tt make mii realli confused at e start. . .but wat make mii reali settle down. . . iis my superviour. . . i respect her and we can hang out with her athough her age iis same as my mum. . . to mii she iis just like my BIG BIG sister. . . haha. . . becoz of her i decide 2 take up tis challenge. .. i noe it stress 4 mii. . . becoz my promotion need mii 2 hv my proper training within 3months. .. just hope everything will b ok and let mii promote. . .haha. .. getting my new uniform. . . haha.. .butt i scare after i promote. .. i hv 2 xi shen my time with my family, friend & my beloved. . . i will not hv much time with them anymore. . . my manager hv tell mii 2 get prepare for everything. . . include my bf. . . haha.. no choice.. iif one dae he choose 2 leave mii. .. i noe i am wrong. . . but i hv 2 earn alot and alot of money 2 give my parent so tt they can enjoy their life. . .abt hiim. . . .
just one wks more. . . he going back malaysia for 2 wks. .. i noe i will miss hiim. . . just like last yr. .. but wat 2 do?no choice. . . i cant let hiim not 2 go back and see hiis parents and friends rite?. . . no matter wat hapen when he come back. . . i hv prepare for the worst. . . haha. . .i now just need 2 concentrate on my job and go 4 my dream 2 buy car and ever a house of my own & my parents. . . toward love, i hv nothing 2 wait. . . toward love i tiired. . . he 2 mii iis the onli wan i can trust now. . . iif one dae he choose 2 leave. . . i hv lose confidence iin love. . .i hv iin love for e fourth time. . . first iis i love hiim more den he doo.. second wan. .. i noe he love mii more den i do. . . and third wan.. we hv nv start at all but the memories he give mii iis the most. .. and nw hiim. . . i can sae i love him more den he do. . ....... . . . . .
