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27 February 2005Y
3:58 PM
There was once a guy who suffered from cancer...a cancer that can't be treated.

He was 18years old and he could die anytime. All his life, he was tuckin his house being taken cared by his mother.

Henever went outside but he was sick of staying home and wanted to go out for once.So he asked his mother and she gave him permission.

He walked down his block andfound alot of stores. He passed a CD store and looked through the front door for a second as he walked.He stopped and went back to look into the store.

He saw a young girl about his age and he knew it was love at first sight. He opened the door and walked in, not looking at anything else buther.

He walked closer and closer until he was finally at the front desk where she sat.She looked up and asked "Can I help you?"She smiled and he thought it was the most beautiful smile he has ever seen before and wanted to kiss her right there.

He said "Uh... Yeah... Umm... I would like to buy a CD." He picked one out and gave her money for it."Would you like me to wrap it for you?" she asked,smiling her cute smile again.He nodded and she went to the back.

She came back with the wrapped CD and gave it to him. He took it and walked out of the store.He went home and from then on, he went to that store everyday and bought a CD, and she wrapp edit for him.

He took the CD home and put it in his closet.He was still too shy to ask her out and he really wanted to but he couldn't.

His mother found out about this and told him to just ask her.So the next day, he took all his courage and went to the store.

He bought a CD like he did everyday and once again she went to the back of the store and came back with it wrapped.

He took it and when she wasn't looking, he left his phone number on the desk and ran out...!!!RRRRRING!!!The mother picked up the phone and said, "Hello?"It was the girl!!!

She asked for the boy and the mother started to cry and said, "You don'tknow?He passed away yesterday..."

The line was quiet except for the cries of theboy's mother. Later in the day. The mother went into the boy's room because she wanted tore member him.

She thought she would start by looking at his clothes. So she opened the closet.She was face to face with piles and piles and piles of unopened CDs.

She was surprised to find all those CDs and she picked one up and sat down on the bed and she started to open one.Inside, there was a CD and as she took it out of the wrapper, out fell a piece of paper.

The mother picked it up and started to read it.It said: Hi... I think U R really cute. Do u wanna goout with me? Love, JacelynThe mother opened another CD...Again there was a piece of paper. It said: Hi...I think U R really cute.

Do u wanna go out with me?Love, JacelynLove is... when you've had a huge fight but then decide to put aside your egos, hold handsandsay, "I Love You"You Have 2 Options1) Send this page to all your Fiends2) Don't send it and act like it didn't touch you.I hope You Chose 1.. I did

15 February 2005Y
5:03 PM
In My hEaRT l CaN nO lOnGEr HolD InsIDeAlL oF thE LoVE i UsE tO hiDel'll AlwAyS bE wiTh YoU....

UntIL THe VerI EndIn tHIS WorlD TheRE Is NOt PlacE i'd RatHER BeYoU aRE My LiFe,
My SouL,
My GiRlAnD......

tHrough iT aLL I KNoWThat's YoU'vE coMe tO SEe thaT

YoU'Re thE OnE tIll ThE EnD...

AlL MY FrieNDs aROunD mE SAY

YoU'd Be GonE t0o So0n.....

BaBY i'm GoNna MakE TheM SeE.....
We'Ve FouND OuR wAy Back HomE......

We'lL AlwAys be tiLl The eNd..............

4:42 PM
This valentive day...sort of happy and sad loh...both arh...happy is becoz my laogong buy thing 4 mi but is belated de...i have not open yet coz i just received todae loh...ermm...hope is something i like loh..i guess he will noe wat i like loh...ermm...i buy 4 him a watch loh..not veri expensive...i buy him watch coz i think he dun have a watch and i hope tt he can look at the watch and think of mi..hee....***daydreaming***...haha...ermmm..not happy during valentive becoz of two reasons ya...first is he nv give mi flower on valentive dae...realli upset leh...ermm...nvm la...remebering last few yr...my ex did give mi blue and pink rose b4....but seriously i dun like roses and prefer sunflower...haha...but nvm le...wat past have past le..den the second reason is he nv celebrate wif mi coz he working nite and i work in morning...so sad =(...but nvm ...as long he love mi can le...wo ai ni worzx!!! hee...Muackzx..!! wo bao beo ee^ee baobei.....i miss so....

10 February 2005Y
6:55 PM
__~=BrEatH AgAIn=~__

HaVE yOU WonDerEd HoW iT FeeLS WhEn it'S oVeRWoNdErED HoW itS feElS WhEn YoU juSt hAve tO stArT a NewnEVer kN0wINg WHeN YoU'Re GoiNgwHeN You fACe A bRaND New DaYiT uSEd To Be THAt WaYnOw I jUst ClosE mY eYES AnD SAyI JUSt wAnT tO bREAthE agAIN......i miss him..

07 February 2005Y
5:51 PM
Finally work finish le..so tired sia..ermm..i two daes nv c my dear le...i miss my dear so much leh..hope later can c him loh...hoping so...new year coming le...getting hongbao from every relative...buy new clothes already..spend alot on new year shirt sia...around 100+...plus highlight my hair..straightening my hair...wow sia...die arzx...luckily new yr is once a yr onli..haha...ermm..nothing 2 add on le..just miss him....and waiting.......^-^...

04 February 2005Y
5:40 PM
This is a love letter from a boy to a girl....

However,the girl's father does not like him and want them to stop the relationship......
So, the boy wrote this letter to the little girl.....

1 "The great love that I have for you
2 is gone, and I find my dislike for you
3 grows every day. When I see you,
4 I do not even like your face
5 the one thing that I want to do is to
6 look at other girls. I never wanted to
7 marry you. Our last conversation
8 was very boring and has not
9 made me look forward to seeing you again.
10 You think only of yourself
11 If we were married, I know that I would find
12 life very difficult, and I would have no
13 pleasure in living with you. I have a heart
14 to give, but it is not something that
15 I want to give to you. No one is more
16 foolish and selfish than you, and you are not
17 able to care for me and help
18 I sincerely want you to understand that
19 I speak the truth. You will do me a favor
20 if you think this the end. Do not try>
21 to answer this. Your letters are full of
22 things that do not interest me. You have no
23 true love for me. Good-bye! Believe me,
24 I do not care for you. Please do not think that
25 I am still your boyfriend...."

So bad..... However, the boy told the girl before to "READ BETWEEN THE LINES", meaning only to read the 1.3.5.7.9.11.13......So...Please read it again!....it's so smart n sweet...Interesting right??

5:37 PM
A girl and guy were speeding over
100 mph on the road...

Girl: Slow down. I'm scared.
Guy: No, this is fun.
Girl: No, it's not. Please, it's too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
*Girl hugs him*
Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on
yourself? It's bugging me.

(In the paper the next day):
A motorcycle had crashed into a building because
of break failure. 2 people were on it, but only
1 survived.

The truth was that halfway down the road, the
guy realized that his breaks broke, but he didn't
want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her
say she loved him & felt her hug 1 last time,
then had her wear his helmet so that she would
live even though it meant that he would die........

5:09 PM
Ermmm...frm the dae i noe him is on Mar 19...i guess is a fridae...haiz...my story wif him...is cheong introduce mi 2 him de..thanks cheong~!!first time i saw him...honestly i dun like him at all..kind of c his face like proud proud like tt leh~!! haha...but after tt i noe him well le...he is realli a nice guy...the first time we go out is he meet mi out 4 supper during june holidae at 2004..the first time..i pasieh sia...haha...and oso tired becoxz midnight u noe?..haa...den after tt he and mi meet out often lohzx..go out eat eat...den i fall 4 him....realli...den after tt he ride mi hm wif his bicyle worzx...so sweet! & loving!!!...and he sae i am the first gal who sit his bicyle...u noe how i feel?...happy sia~!! and after tt...he is preparing 4 his dance for performance....i become his *white mice*...hee....den he teach mi and we realli enjoy wif each other...ermmm...on june the 9 i meet him go play basketball loh...den i meet his at his house loh....but horzx..rain worzx..haiz..so sad!! but stay at his house oso gOod ma...we talk talk and share our "Xing Shi" den cheong come his house leh..he chiong finish jolin den come loh...he oso poor thing larzx...ton whole nite at the airport 4 his idol jolin den.. canot c jolin...haiz...so sad..but oso cute larz he....haha...as for S.H... i oso hope he wun forget wat had hapen at his house...i nv forget it forevea....den on june the 16 2004 we celebrate my dear frend huilee birthdae worx...i ask his out oso...i actually think he wun go wif us becoz he one boi and the rest is 7 gals worzx...hee...but he go leh...his birthdae is cming le...his birthdae is on june the 30...hoping 2 celebrate wif him..ermm...buying his present actually is not easy coz i wan buy a present tt he will think of mi when he c the prsent...hee...i noe maybe is i think too much le...but..i think and think...finally i buy a soft doggie..hee..i found it beri cute so i hope he will like it de...coz accompany him in his bed..is alot of soft toys worzx..i hope he wil like it...he love the present i give him..he sae he will treasure it worzx...and when it dirty he will give the cute darling a bath...haha..tt realli make mi the whole nite canot sleep arzx...happy!!!hee...ermmm...after his birthdae is xizhen birthdae le..but he nv celebrate wif us...and oso from the moment i start working he and mi nv talk much le and oso nv meet out le...onli sometime meet out and play pool but...alot of dfferent frm last time le...and both of us like beri busy like tt leh..haiz...i think is frm this moments...we become strangers le...so sad...i dun wan it 2 happen 2 mi and him wan...coz i wan him 2 stay by my side de...but...fate nv bring us together....haa...my birthdae coming le...den i realli hope he will remeber my birthdae and celebrate wif all my dearest friend worzx...but u noe wat happen?...he forget my birthdae...tt realli the worse birthdae i ever hv...he told mi tt he mistaken the date of my birthdae..but actually he wan explain 2 mi wat realli happen...but.....i nv give his a chance...coz i realli upset and angry wif him...i hurt him...by shouting at him and nv give his time 2 explain....sorry...shu han...i realli dun mean it....realli...my wonderful story stop here...this is my first time tell a person 2 give mi a chance coz i realli love him...but we just can be veri good frend..now wat past have past le...haiz...the second wan tt i realli did love b4...!!! reGret in life !!!...

Shuxian....

3:56 PM
Chinese new year comin le leh..can get hongbao le..hee..if not i becoming bankrupt le..haa..this year new year..nothing much different loh..is just get hongbao from relatives and parents...ermm..coming up is valentive dae le...ermm..this year not lonely oso...have my dear ee^ee baobei...ermm..happy tt he by my side...last few yr...celebrate wif jeRemy...is oso a thing i never forget..remeber the ring he give mi with his name and my name...the 999 heartz he fold 4 mi...he did everything tt will surprise mi and let my heart touch..but y must i treat him like tt at first?..realli regret..this regret will alway in my heart until one dae i am gone...if i not the wan who wan break wif him..the ending will not b like tt le...maybe he still my side, caring 4 mi and love mi...haiz...forget it le..it past le....wat past hv past le...but he will be the one who alway remeber in my heart..i never forget him...coz i do love him deep before .... soRry... this is the onli words tt i can sae 2 him... soRry 4 the tears u drop 4 mi.. soRry... !!! reGret in life !!!

03 February 2005Y
6:53 PM
hee...finally i got a blog le...i anyhow anyhow oso let mi do it..haa..ermm...starting this arzx...duno how leh?excited abt getting this blog..haa..stop here today la...nothing 2 write leh...ermm..missing him!!!...after work today tired le...

Toward him..onli have reGret...soRry...2 my ex...jeRemy...