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29 August 2011Y
8:16 PM
2012 coming soon?! but i guess i update my blog once a year.

LOL....

Cos nothing special is just i can new job as a Centre Assisstant in a English Enrichment Centre
& Company name LCentral Pte Ltd...

Find it tough at the start or can i say the first 3months...
But everything went easy and smooth after the 3months..
But due to my blurness LOL and carelessness i did lot of mistakes at work...
Very careless mistake ever myself find it stupid to do it wrongly....

But till now, i love the job! i love the working hours, love the children environment place!
Love children since this job, if back to last time, WAhahaha! NO WAY MAN!
I hate those irritating kids that cant stop crying ever i know i did cry during i am small but i just cant tolerate the high pitch voice! but now i am used to it i guess... those noisy, playful, cry baby is in my hand now! WAHAHAaha!

SOon... 2012 coming...

Nothing special still....

I only know my holiday coming....

BANGKOK! HERE I COME! 06/09/2011! WOOOOOOOTTTT!

That's the way ! Arhaarha!

CHEERS! =D

Jessica 洁西卡Shuxian L.O.V.E!

01 November 2010Y
5:52 PM
Soon...
Going...
To...
Be...
2011...

2months to go...

my plan for life...

nothing...

not ever a single dream come true...

life without hope sometime...

no matter how hard i try..

there no ways i can go for my dream...

no money..

no dream...

trying hard to earn more money and spend less...

but...

things to pay is like so much...

i duno...

tired....

i need a hard shoulder...

i need someone to talk...

need someone to listen me to talk everything for as least 2hrs...

no comments...

just listen....

but i think nobody....

nobody bother to ask me anything...

BF listen.. but i think he nv really listen...

family listen...

but nagging start...

friend listen.. but not alway by my side sometime when i really need....

pain.... pain... pain... heart so pain sometime...

11 September 2010Y
10:13 PM
ever since last is when i after my holiday trip.. rest for about 1months+ .. starting bit tired after sooooo long rest ba! but this new job is really a totally different job from jeanyip, as it a more easy and peacefully job for me... most important! the pay is like so much better.. and i can have more time to accompany my family and my lovely friend and my beloved boyfriend! have more time to sprend with them all is the most happy thingi ever have done! public holiday dun need work.. sat and sun is like to 6pm.. and 2 off days per wk... the industry in quite new so nothing much to do! 4yrs with jeanyip actually i learned alot of thing and know alot of people but after i change this job i find that the benefits is so much different compare this 2 jobs! oh mine! i will miss jeanyip staffs so much sometime! the teacher teaching english there is all angmo! jialt! my english is like B.R.O.K.E.N! but maybe after more communicate will be ready and maybe i will talk like them somedays! lol.. will update when i free .... byebye!

31 July 2010Y
11:21 PM
Ever since my last blog, i guess i didn't have a chance to updated recently... till now as i have jobless now so i have lots of lots time to update.. but actually nothing special happen... after all i just spend my 23th birthday last 2wk earlier... have gifts from friends and family... thanks all!!! and went to batam with my dear sister and my dearest friend szehui and weiliang.. is a short but veri nice and wonderful trip ... i will like to go one more time, oh ya! almost forgot, the uncle that bring us around at batam, he did a PREFECT job bringing us around see around and let us know batam is not a small island, if u really wan to walk whole batam i think it need about 3days with a transport.. lol.. after tt i went to malacca with dear.. Plan a 4day 3 night holiday for my birthday celebration but end up i having a terrible trip over there.. early in the morning, waiting for coach ... it's started to rain... bad day! but after the journey to malacca it's become better, reach there in the afternoon about 1pm+.. went to have lunch there at the bus terminal, this is the first and last time i ever eat at there I SWEAR! after that we went to the hotel we went before 3yr ago... the same hotel we stay before because i find the hotel not bad and the price is not bad also so i booked the same hotel... nothing special happen in the afternoon until late evening we planning to have our dinner and the nearby coffee shop.. before started i not feeling well and i vomit at the coffee shop.. WAHAHAHA... all over the place before the foods is serve.. lol ... den no choice we pay and da bao back to the hotel, but as we returning to the hotel... i starting to feel vomit again but i have to wait until i step in to the hotel room... but it's TOO LATE again... i vomit infont of the my hotel room.... lol .. nononono... is infront of other people hotel room OUTSIDE! lol.. so went back to the hotel room... keep vomit... keep vomit... non stop... again and again... till midnight... but dear is alway by my side, he dun dare to sleep i guess.. so he wait until i sleep he still cant sleep.. i dun dare to see doctor there as i very sensitive to medicine and allergy ... so no choice... drink abit of water start again... food goes into my stomach... it's vomit vomit vomit... until i find pain in my lung and stomach... lol... 2nd day i find better during evening time.. dear ask me to go out to take a walk and not to keep stay at the hotel room.... oh mine! this is the MOST REGRET THING I EVER DO IN MY LIFE!... step out the hotel is the worst memories for me.... went to the street nearby walking on the street........ here it go.. a motorbike pass... and my pouch is GONE FOREVER!!! MY ITOUCH MY PHONE ALL GONE SUDDENLY! chase and chase but no use... kind neighbour there did help us chase also... no use!! neighbour there call police there for us to make a police report nearby ... the services from the polices that fetch us is good.. they sends us to one of the better police station there as there provide computer system to help to get the police report but i sad for the service they provide us there, there are 3 counter there, i am sitting at the first one, the first officer tell me to move to the second wan... and ask us to WAIT ... WAIT AND WAIT.... until they finally wanted to help me make the police report... but end up the police report i find it unbelieve.. all MALAY WORDS!... wakao! dun ever one single words... ahahahah... forget about it, just find that the rest 2days is SUFFERING! all my money is inside the pouch.. dear money is alway inside the pouch.. luckily he have spare money but not alot la.. and we pay for the return coach and the 3night hotel money... HENG!!! but i keep stay in the hotel.. duno is holiday or stay at hotel trip! lol boring.. nothing to say also... finally retuen home.. I MISS HOME SO MUCH SERIOUSLY!!! end up i had bad dream for the past 1weeks... no choice... no job no anything.. no ipod no money no phone.. everything is GONE!!! everything start from the beginning.. everything have to start fresh again.. searching for jobs now.. waiting for someone to give me chance to start afresh... waiting for someone to support me with a helping hands...

12 April 2010Y
12:02 AM
wahsia! so long again to update this blog.. his few yr reali so busy with worrkk... haizz.. still workiin at jeanyip.. work 3yr+ le.. finding this job more and more sianx le... or can i sae u more and more stress and boring le.. like no point continue workiin like tt leh... wan to change another workkin envoirement to start a new beginning... recently. this yr i planning to get a ROM actually... but my bf is a malaysian WP.. so he need to apply... just tt we are a about to arrange everything and do our planning.. lots of things happen.. the quarrelling start to have more and more recently... izzit i too understand me or he too understand me? i am stubborn i know... but he nv give way to me... keep the way he wan... he give way when i reali throw temper to him but i think he tired and so am i... coming 6yrs together this nov... no celebration from last yr... even last yr valentine day he also work... have he reali understand me? somtime he only know how to apologise sae is all his fault but he only stopping the quarrel but he dun understand i angry becoz he dun appreciate the thoughts i helping him to solve problem and not helping him to have more problem... with him ... sometime i cant feel safe and care... or maybe is a revenge of me hurting someone tt love me so much in the past... i can feel the pain everytime i think of him.. i know he happy now with someone he love now... i can feel that he treasure every relationship he ever have... with him for 3yr in the past let me reali feel care and safe... maybe i think fate give me the wrong timing as i too young in the pat... too much temptation... end up hurting someone tt love me for the past 3yr... the wound can be heal but the memories willkeep inside the heart forever.... to me, he the one that i will not forget for life... as he the one tt love me deeply with a true heart tt i too late to feel... i wish him find his happiness!as for me, 2moro start work again.. SO BORING!!!! for the person i love and treasure now is him... the one that spend 6yrs with me... i hope he can reali respect and understand me more... becoz i cant give up this relationship....

signoff......
JessicaShuxian

He is the one spending 6yr with me.... i love him!

29 May 2009Y
9:38 PM
!!!! damn long nv touch my blog le.. wakao.. pass abt half a yr i nv updated le.. no choice leh.. alway busy with woork, dun hv time to updated oso.. nothing special to me either.. just work and work and work.. so sianx leh.. work this job for 3yrs le, fast but like more and more sian le.. duno izzit i too used to this job so abit boring olreadi, but now find job hard worx.. so better stay on and learn more stuff first, den upgrade more and improve more first den discuss what job i wish carry on with... so updated photo for this pass half a yr.. free den update next time.. duno wat to do... byebyebyebyebye....










13 December 2008Y
11:39 PM
Finally i am here... updating my blog ever since aug.. ya i know is LONG but no choice leh.. too busy with work.. too tired aftere work... my dear friend huilee tell mi " your blog since aug nv updated le horx. " ya i updated now ok girl? haha... ermm.. i dunno duno wat to update lehx.. nov change new uniform.. to my favourite colour BLACK! the whole dress black.. haha.. ermm.. den dec went szehui birthday chalet.. actually abit disappointed la.. becoz i think too many ppl le la.. or maybe szehui ite friend too many le... wanted to stay overnight but last min hers friends decide to stay overnight den me and huilee decided to go hm.. lolx.. but nvm la.. did enjoy the chalet with huilee they all la.. after all i hope szehui enjoy her birthday chalet and ours present for her.. haha... erm.. nothing much to update olreadi.. just updated some recently photos...

This is my 4 yrs anniversay surprise flower... my favourite flower "SUNFLOWER" oh yeap!
LOLX!!! my new uniform but my colleague snapshot me and i forget to wear my high heel.. haha!
My colleague and me with our new uniform.. nice right? pretty lohx..better den the old wan..
I think we all suit black den white.. our past uniform is white now BLACK!! PRETTY!!!
i alway the one that acting cute.. no cute no laugh! no fun! their r my souls at work!! love them!

hey hey hey!! snapshot for myself! CHEERS!
that's what call true sisters... we look alike?
hahax... she cover my serect! my double chin.. lolx... Ssshhh.....
Ever since we 3 sisters take our photo... this is the latest.. lolx... we all allike? must c clearly....
Szehui and Vonn
Hui Lee and Sze Hui
Sze Hui and Me
Hui Lee and Sze Hui and the.......... CHICKEN WING!!
and FINALLY.. The last photo... WE 3 BEAUTIES!! lolx...taken at szehui birthday chalet!